The Diary of an obsessive idiot(diary 4)

Appreciation

this is intended to be different then my moodiness recently but i don't know how it'll come across. also this

so as you may have gathered from my previous posts i used to be obsessed with a girl and our relationship ended bitterly. i have no doubt there's anger and hatred on both sides and well that's ok.

if there's one thing i take away from that relationship, is that it's ok to feel, to express yourself, to be open.

i used to be closed off, never letting much genuinely effect me, but she taught me what it's like to love, that love made me emphasize, taught me how to connect properly through imitation, how to laugh. she just taught me how to appreciate the worlds around me and i can't help but thank her for that.

i know i'm still abrasive and flawed, but i can't help but think positivity can leave a an impact on those that surround you, that the ability just to express positive emotions can make life for you and those around you brighter.