Once in a lifetime

~Talks~

Monday evening

Lizzie's pov
"I'm so proud of you!" I excitedly say after I answer the door to see y/n standing behind it. I quickly jump into his arms and he holds me just as tight. "Thanks, I missed you" he says rubbing a hand up and down my back. "I missed you too" I says as he lowers me back down to my feet. I offer him a smile, placing my hands on his neck pulling his lips onto mine. I wrap my arms around his shoulders as his go around my waist. He slowly walks forwards until my back softly collides with the wall beside the front door. I instantly open my mouth when his tongue runs along my bottom lip, letting our tongues meet. I let him dominate the kiss until oxygen is needed and we slowly pull away leaving our foreheads pressed together. "Is it just me or does that keep getting better?" He whispers against my lips making me giggle before I give him another soft but short kiss. When we pull away he moves back so I can lean up from the wall and drag him into the house.

"There he is! Well done you looked insane out there yesterday" dad says placing a hand on y/n's shoulder. "Thanks David, it wasn't easy but we got the job done" he replies just as my mom walks into the room. "Y/n! How are you? The race was amazing, the whole family was cheering you on." She says walking over to give him a hug. "I'm great thank you Jarny and I'm so grateful for your guys support, it means the world" he says making my mom smile before she squeezes his cheeks quickly making me giggle before she walks back to the kitchen. "Come on" I say grabbing y/n's hand, dragging him to my room. I don't know what came over me but I needed his lips back on mine so I push him to sit on the bed with my hands on his chest before straddling him and placing my lips on his, my hands moving to the back of his neck pressing my nails into the skin there making him groan. His hands goes to my hips as they rock against his his pelvis bringing us both pleasure. We're a mess of tongue and teeth but I'm loving it. I've never kissed anyone else like this except him and I'm glad he's the only one. We continue like this for a few minutes until I feel something pressing against my core making me slowly pull away. Y/n looks at me confused for a second before he's realises he hard.

"I'm so sorry Lizzie I-" he begins to ramble so I silence him by placing my thumb against his swollen lips. "Shhh" I cut him off keeping my thumb in the same place. "Why are you apologising you can't control it. Even if we're both not ready to go all the way we can still do things" I say which seems to ease his nerves. "Have you ever y'know....had sex?" He carefully asks and I shake my head no. "Nope, I've never felt comfortable enough with any of my exes to do so, what about you?" I ask as I remain on his lap playing with his baby hairs on the back of his head. We needed to have this conversation sooner or later. "No but I almost did one time" he says softly massaging my hips. "What do you mean?" I softly ask looking into his baby blue eyes. "Long story short my ex, Alycia, kept saying I was making her wait to long for sex and shit so I decided I'd just do it with her so she would stop fussing. As soon as my clothes were off the realisation hit that I shouldn't do it if I don't want to because that's just wrong. Our relationship ended the same night" he explains making my eyes widen in shock. What a bitch. If I ever see her in person I'd have to force myself not to kill her. "What a bitch. I'd never force you. It's only going to happen when we're both ready okay?" I say and he nods with a smile. "That's why I like you so much Elizabeth. No words can ever describe how happy and secure you make me feel. Also I'd never force you into anything either but like you said earlier it doesn't mean we can't do things" he says making my heart pound like a motherfucker. He really does have a way with words and he doesn't even realise it.

"You y/n, are the only one in this world who can make me feel so admired and happy. I'll be forever grateful for you and I know your the one I want to be with so please don't ever hurt me or leave me" I say my voice breaking slightly making him frown. He softly moves me so I'm sitting sideways on his lap so he can pull my head into his chest. "I'm not him okay. Your it for me, I just know it" he whispers placing a kiss on my head as I cling to his shirt. I believe his every word, he's not like Robbie and he never will be. He's too good for this world. "Do you mind if I use your bathroom so I can sort this out" he says pointing to his crotch making me giggle before nodding. "Of course, take your time" I say giving him a quick peck and I feel his dick twitch making us both laugh. "Sorry" he says laughing before I let him up. "You really like me huh?" I teasing making us both lose our shit as we laugh our heads off. "Yes. Yes I do, now pick us a film to watch" he says before walking into the bathroom closing the door behind him. God I loving having him around me all of the time.

I have so much faith in our relationship. I'm still nervous about asking him if he wants to come with us all to New York if we get into nyu but I guess I can wait until we receive our letters back so we know if it's definitely happening. I feel it will be so fun if the group end up living together. We'll probably end up doing some random crazy teenage shit but that's what makes it fun. I don't really fancy being Chris and scars third wheeler for a couple more years either so having y/n there can prevent that. The apartment our parents were looking at is a 5 bedroom one which is way too big but we're not complaining. It's only a five minute walk from campus too. I feel it will be a major step in our relationship if y/n does come and I'm praying everything continues to go as good as they are currently.

You, y/n Wyatt Ricciardo are irreplaceable.

A/n
A roller coaster of emotions this chapter but I hope you all enjoyed ;)

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