𝐌𝐲 𝐅𝐚𝐧 𝐎𝐫 𝐅𝐚𝐞𝐧 ? [ ZeeNunew FF ]

34

Nunew's POV.

Me and Zee sat down on the roof , leaning against the wall with the night sky watching us. I took out a first aid kit from my bag , looking at Zee. I then took out a disinfectant and a cotton bud. I dipped the cotton bud in the disinfectant before turning my body to Zee.

"It's going to hurt a little .." I said softly before treating Zee's small cut on the corner of his lips. He scrunched his face slightly due to the pain. I gently treat it , blowing on it softly.

"I must have hurt you .." he said , breaking the silence as I stopped what I was doing.

"I know that my words did hurt you .." he said as I look at him. He then sigh , placing his hand on my cheek , caressing it.

"How could I say those words to you ?" He asked , feeling regretful. I then smile softly , grabbing his hand as I held it , looking down.

"I was not the only one who was hurt .." I said.

"You were hurt too .." I said before looking up to him.

"I should have told you how I felt but I was too scared .." I said softly.

"I was a coward .. I was a coward to not tell you what how I feel and that made you confused .." I continue as I tear up slowly.

"I know I hurt you , ah I am such a coward ! Instead of taking care of you .. I keep hurting you .. but even after whatever happened , I still like you na , I like you alot !" I babbled.

"I like you a lot that sometimes it's hard to keep it within me.. I know I am just a manager .. but I can't help it ! .. and I am sorry .." I continue babbling as tears rolled down my cheek making him chuckle , cupping my cheeks. I sobbed making him smile softly as he wiped my tears with his thumb.

"Do you really like me that much ? .." he asked as I looked at him , nodding.

"You keep making my heart beat fast. Whenever you are next to me. So it's unfair !" I exclaim.

"Why do you keep doing this to me huh ?"  I asked , pouting making him smile leaning closer to me to peck my lips. I look at him with fond eyes making him caress my head.

"Because .. I am in love with you." He answered making me freeze.

"You are ? ..." I asked as he nod his head.

"Be my boyfriend na .." he said making my heart skipped a beat. He then tilt his head slightly , waiting for my answer. I then smile , nodding.

"Krub .." I said , chuckling as he then smile , pulling me to his embrace.

"Thank you na .. for making me the most happiest man .." he said , caressing the back of my head lovingly. I smile feeling his warmth as I sigh , closing my eyes as he tightened his arms around me.

After a while , I opened my eyes , blinking a couple of times before pulling away from Zee.

"Zee .." I said making him hum.

"Does this mean .. we are really.. official ?" I asked making him chuckle.

"Yes .. of course .. I thought that was already clear enough when we kissed from the start .." he said making me giggle softly. He chuckled before pulling me to his embrace. I sigh happily , tightening my grip around me.

- later -

I plopped down on my bed , sighing happily. I look up to the ceiling , giggling to myself and soon my phone buzz making me fish my phone out from my pocket.

I smile , replying back to him. After a while ,my phone buzz as Zee replied back.

i blush lightly seeing the word 'boyfriend'. I then shot up with my eyes wide open.

"Me and Zee ... are boyfriends ?!" I screamed internally before smiling widely  , grabbing my Zee pillow hugging it tightly.

"Wait .... My bias from Secret Crush .. is my boyfriend ?!!" I gasp as I squealed loudly , hiding my face on my pillow , kicking my legs uncontrollably. I breathe hard as I grabbed my phone , changing Zee's line ID name.

'Boyfriend ❤️'

I smile , hugging my pillow as I sigh happily.

- next day -

I ran downstairs happily , entering the kitchen to see Fae.

"Hey Fae~" I said happily , grabbing a piece of toast as I drank my orang juice.

"Gotta go~" I said , kissing her cheek making her frown in confusion as I walked out of the kitchen. I wore my shoes , grabbing my keys.

"Nhu ! Don't forget to text me if you're not coming home !" Shouted Fae from the kitchen as I gave her a thumbs up. I walked out of the house , smiling happily,

I reached the company , walking to the practice room. I tapped my card , entering it as I turned the lights on. I look at the time , realizing I have 20 minutes before the boys arrive. I sigh and soon heard the door open making me turn and soon smile.

"Good morning .." said Zee as he walk over to me.

"Good morning .." I said , shyly as he leaned down , placing a peck on my lips making me freeze. He chuckled making me blush lightly , hitting his chest slightly.

"What are you doing here early ?" I asked.

"Thought maybe I could have some alone time with you before we start with the practice .." he said as I smile.

I leaned against the wall , facing the mirror as Zee had his head on my lap , laying on the ground. I played with his hair as he sigh , closing his eyes in comfort. I look down to him , smiling fondly. He then grabbed my hand , kissing my knuckles lovingly.

"This feels .. surreal .." he said as I rest my hand on his chest.

"Why ?" I asked softly.

"Being able to lay in your arms feels surreal .." he said making me chuckle as he look up to me.

"How did I get so lucky hm ?" He asked making me giggle.

"We've only been together for a day .." I said as he sat up , facing me.

"Still I am so lucky .." he said as he leaned closer but I placed my hand on his chest , stopping him.

"Zee .. the boys could come in anytime .." I said softly as he put my hand down , looking at his watch.

"We still have a little time .." he said , grabbing my chin as he then placed his lips on mine gently. I close my eyes , replying to his kiss. He then pulled me closer by my nape , deepening the kiss as I clutch my fist.

"YOO !!" The door burst open making my eyes widened , pushing Zee away making him plopped down on the ground as I got up seeing the boys and Max walking in.

"Oh hey Nhu~" cooed Mark as I smile awkwardly , waving.

"Aow , Zee .. what are you doing on the ground huh ?" Teased Kacha as I look at Zee.

"Working out .." answer Zee as I then chuckle , helping him up. I look at him as he winked making me blush lightly making the boys do teasing sound.