Cain
A few hours later
"Yo, bro." My brother spoke into the phone as I held my phone to my ear, smoking my blunt on the couch.
"What's up, nigga?"
"What you on?" I said to him as I blew smoke from my mouth.
"Ain't shit, nigga."
"Where you at?" He asked me and I licked my lips as I put my blunt out before I put it in the ashtray on the coffee table.
"I'm at the crib, nigga."
"I was just calling you to tell you that I ain't gon' be able to move that money and that weight with you later."
"I'm taking my girl out and shit." I went on telling him and I could hear as he smacked his lips in amusement and I couldn't help but to smirk to myself.
"Aw man, you standing a nigga up?"
"For BG?" He spoke in disbelief and I shrugged my shoulders, shifting my gun in my waistband.
"Yeah, nigga."
"My lady come first." I went on, rubbing that shit in and he couldn't help but to laugh at me, obviously not trying to hear it.
"Never thought I'd see the day my little brother turned pussy." He went on now and I could help but to chuckle to myself, listening to this nigga go on.
"Man, shut yo' bitch ass up." I said to him as I licked my lips.
"Nah, I'm fuckin' with you, bro." He said, laughing to hisself now as I did the same.
"I'a just get a couple of the homies to help me though."
"Spend time with yo' girl, nigga." He went on telling me and I nodded in agreement as if he could see me.
"I can't even lie though, a nigga about to go and do the same with Milan when I'm done with all of this shit."
"Think I'm gon' take her out and shit too."
"Aight then, coo." I nodded, feeling a weight off a nigga shoulder when he said that.
I can't lie, I'd told my girl I was done with the drug shit, the streets and all things illegal so I wanted to keep my word with her. But with my brother, I wanted to keep my word with him too.
So sometimes I felt incline to help this nigga especially when he came to me with his problems but I had to realize that if I was helping him then I was hurting her. And I wasn't trying to do that shit no more.
So instead, I just did what was right.
I knew she wouldn't want me doing that shit and what she didn't know wouldn't hurt her, of course, but I knew. And that shit was going to hurt me, knowing I was doing some bullshit behind her back that would hurt her.
So it wasn't worth it.
Especially since I wasn't trying to lose my girl this time around. I genuinely felt like shit was too deep in lose her again. I knew that if I lost her this time, it would probably be the last time and I wasn't trying to gamble with it.
If I'm being honest, I just think I was mad about the baby situation, so I was gone make a stupid move and move that money and them drugs with my brother to hurt her. But since she was comprising with a nigga and standing on her word, then I was gone be a man and fully do the same with mine.
I was standing ten toes with her.
And I just hoped and prayed that she would finally tell me that she was ready to be my wife and have my son in the future.
