Ruthless Sweetness (SELF PUBLISHED)

#4 C O L D.

"ELVIRA STOP IT STOP FUCKING TALKING LIKE THAT I SAID TO LEAVE JUST LEAVE "

He says that as he bangs his hands to the stand as he shouts at me. I know his mad . Really mad but i didnt do anything that much. He wants me to leave then i have no right to stay. That night he stayed cause i wanted him to stay i should really . Go.

"I'll Iglesias I'll leave."

I turn around and leave as he drops his head down and stares to the deep ground as he rests both his hands on the balcony.

I leave to my room. I lock the door and sit on the bed starring at the ceiling

This is only the beginning with this man.

IGLESIAS

She came downstairs with a bright smile as she was talking to my mother she looked at me once but she looked away .
She sat next to my mom.

I cant accept the fact that hes gonna stay longer with me . I did what he told me to i get engaded to my enemies daughter and he will leave but now hes staying more why is he doing this that bastard. I went to take a breathe i couldn't handle seeing his face anymore. I walk out to the balcony to get some air instead of breaking everything in the house

How did i win how do i win

Im giving his daughter more fame if i marry her and i wont get shit . This is my mafia i dont care what that bastard says im the boss here for now i just need to get settled and be mkre open minded ..

I feel her presence here . Shes here she reached and takes my hand and wraps bothof her little hands on mine. Fuck.

She holds my hand for some seconds not saying a word. What is she doing..

"Iglesias.."

Shit.

I know what shes trying to do shes trying to comfort me . I dont fucking need her pittyness and her comfort right now i dont even want to see her face...seeing her is like seeing valerio win i cant-

"Not now elvira please leave.."

"Iglesias i wont leave you i cant just stay there watching your parents argue and just knowing how you feel here alone ."

I cant take any off her words anymore i just cant i need her to stop my head is spinning

"ELVIRA STOP IT JUST FUCKING STOP TALKING LIKE THAT I SAID TO LEAVE JUST LEAVE."

I couldnt anymore i had to shout but im not saying it was a good idea .
She left
I need to start handing my own life better just a little more and ill slowly be free.

I lit my self a cigarette as the morning breeze hits me , ive been inhaling cigarettes for years now thats how i calm myself down the obly thing that calms me down.

Well fuck how can i be calm when i can shout at that poor girl and its not even her fault . Maybe she can help me if she hates her father she can help me get a plan. I dont need her help i dont but maybe she might have private information. What am i saying

ELVIRA

I was just cleary trying to to talk to him to communicate i know he gets mad really easy but im gonna spend my life with this man hes evil and twisted i heard every word they said about him . How many brutal killings he did without mercy
Hes ruthless thats what they all say
I bet he does this for money only.

Will he ever open up to me and tell me his whole life or am i gonna live ny years with a total stranger who is a selfish killer

I just left back in my room since i have nothing else to do. I mean i have silence. I would much more rather be left alone in  silence than just screams.