She's The Boss

Chapter 27

Chapter 27

Wala akong ibang ginawa buong gabi kung hindi ang umiyak ng umiyak because of two reason. First is hindi sinasagot ni Pie yung mga text at tawag ko. Nagsosorry ako sa kaniya dahil umalis ako agad kagabi at ni hindi ko man lang siya napanuod na magperform. I tried to explain na nahuli ako ni kuya Yuki. But I think galit siya sakin. I tried texting Burn, Ian, and Kent pero hindi naman nila ako nirereplyan.

And the second reason was Kevin. Hindi parin ako makapaniwala na nasabi ko yung mga yun sa kaniya kagabi. But he leave me with no choice. Masakit man sakin pero kelangan ko yun gawin para hindi na siya lalong masaktan. Pero bakit ganun bakit parang ako yung mas lalong nasasaktan? 

Gusto ko siyang tawagan at mag sorry pero pag ginawa ko yun ay baka umasa lang ulit siya. Mas mabuti na yung ganito kami kesa masaktan siya. For sure wala na akong mukhang ihaharap kay tita Kei nito. Lalo pa't botonng boto siya sakin for Kevin. 

Hapon na nung nagdecide akong tigilan ang pag ngawa. I've been wallowing myself in self pity for almost a day. Hindi parin ako kino-contact ni Pie and I can't bare the pain anymore. I need to talk to him and explain myself. 

Naligo ako para mawala yung stress ko kahit papaano. After kong maligo ay nagbihis na ako at bumaba. Desidido na akong puntahan si Pie.

Pagbaba ko ay naabutan ko ang mga kuya ko sa may living area at nakaupo sa may couch. Kuya Yuki was the first to see me and I immidately avoid his gaze. I'm still mad at him for what he did to me last night.

"Where are you going?" Kuya Yeul sounded more demanding than asking. And I know that he already knew where I am going so there's no point of lying to him.

"I'm going to see Pie." Their expression shift from calm to something unexplainable. The mere mention of his name makes them frown. Agad silang napatayo sa couch habang ako hindi makakilos sa  kinatatayuan ko.

"You're not going anywhere but here, Yulie." He reprimanded.

"Kuya, I'm going where I want to go. You have the authority in this house but I'm still the one who'll decide for myself what to do." Paninindigan ko yung gusto ko atwala siyang magagawa doon.

"But he's not good for you!" Kuya Yeul glowered at me.

"Why are you doing this to me, kuya? Ayaw mo ba akong makitang masaya?" I can feel my tears building up on the back of my eyes.

"Because he's just going to hurt you!—" I don't want to hear any lies anymore so I cut himoff as soon as I had the chance.

"Stop it kuya! Just stop! Alam ko na ang lahat! Everything is just a scheme!" I can't help myself anymore. Right there and then, I cried. Harder than I should. "Just stop lying." I said but it came more of a whisper.

Guilt is written all over his face. And it hurts me whenever I see him like that. But what I should feel right now is not pity. He tried to hold me but I pushed him away. "DON'T YOU DARE GO NEAR ME. You're a LIAR!!!"

I heard him sighed. "Look, Lee. We're just trying to protect you—-"

"Protect me?!" I scoff. "So this is your way of protecting me, huh? Lying to me. I see." I said sarcastically.

"It's not like that, Lee. We just don't want you to get hurt." Kuya Yuki said in a serious voice. I never saw him this serious. I didn't know that my brothers are good actors. Why didn't I get it, at least somehow I can pretend that everything's okay even though it's fucking not.

"You don't want me to get hurt, but still you lied to me? Of all the people, bakit kayo pa? BAKIT?!" Hindi ko makit yung point nila. Why are they stopping me to see Pie? Now that I knew everything. I can't let them do it again. Hindi na ako papayag na ilayo ulit nila ako kay Pie.