𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓘'𝓵𝓵 𝓜𝓲𝓼𝓼 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓕𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 ~

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Hello guys I hope you're doing well
Cause I'm definitely not but yeah 🥳
I got cheated on and I'm going through the worst time of my life still m living
I was supposed to publish this one last night but I couldn't finish it
There's gonna be a part two which m definitely gonna post tomorrow promise besties
Please take care of yourselves and never let anyone's absence effect You because eventually we're all leaving
Make sure you follow me so you'll remain updated and also vooote if u like the story
Xoxo

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You just wanted the pain to decease however it was just hopeless
It seemed as if you've been going around the same circle for a decade

They say there five stages of grief : denial anger bargaining depression and acceptance
You've been in denial for as long as you remember
You were mad at everyone and everything but mostly at the two of you
You thought of thousands of scenarios where this could've ended up differently and it only brought throbbing agony upon you
Yet you're still not familiar with acceptance
I don't think you will ever be still you must do so
There's such a bitter truth you need to take on

{..The truth that you just don't have him anymore.. }

You've been dating pedri for a year it may seem like a short amount of time however it felt like a forever to you
A forever composed of dreadful memories now hunting you day and night
You were almost drown in by your thoughts til you heard your phone buzzing downstairs
The second you saw pedris number displayed on the screen you froze in place
You just stared at the phone ringing for seconds
Eventually you snapped out of it and didn't even realized that it stopped ringing
" He hasn't called before what if something happened !" you asked yourself
The moment you decided to call him back your phone started ringing again
You waited for a couple of secondsto pick up

" Hey Y/N " pedri said
You closed your eyes shut taking in the voice that you've been yearning for
" Hey" you managed to say softly
" I'm sorry for calling but if you may remember it's mama's birthday tomorrow and she wants you here per usual"
A wave of disappointment crashed your hopes and expectations
You thought he genuinely wanted to call you however he even apologized for that and seemed like he was forced to do so for the sake of his mom
" Oh Y-yeah I'm definitely coming I'll call her later goodbye" you added before he could say anything and hung up
" You need to move on " you sighed holding your head with both hands

You decided to call Gavi to vent a little bit
" Olaaaa " Gavi screamed excitedly
" Oh my ears! what's happening why u so happy?"
" I'm just glad you called you've been shutting me out for weeks Y/N " he whined
" I know and I'm sorry but I'm here now " you said apologetically
" You don't have to be sorry for leaving and growing up" he started singing ridiculously
" STOP" You yelled laughing
" I'm going to pedri's mom birthday" you blurted out of nowhere
Gavi went quite
" Hey u still here ?" You asked confused
" Y-yeah yeah ... Uhm do you have to ?" He questioned
Gavi seemed a bit off and against it
"U for real ?you know how close the two of us are and-"
Gavi interrupted " well there's pedri too "
You didn't know what to say
" I'm hanging up "
" W-wait let's go together I don't wanna leave you alone" he pleaded
" Gavi m not a child whom you need to babysit 24/7 " you said in a high tone
" You're not a child and I'm not babysitting you I just wanna be by your side " he said firmly
You realized that you snapped at him for no reason he's the only person who's been with you through thick and thin and being rude to him was very unnecessary
" Okay let's go together see you tomorrow then" you said hanging up

{Hours later}

You went out shopping and bought Pedri's mom all of her favorites
" Ugh I'm so exhausted" you said as you entered your apartment
You prepared your outfit and Jewelry for tomorrow and laid in bed
There was a photo frame of you and pedri looking at each other's laughing like there's no tomorrow
You grabbed it touching it softly as if it could break at any given minute
" I think I will miss you forever" you said sniffling while tears welled from deep inside coursing down your cheeks
Minutes later you fell asleep desperately holding his memory
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