Chapter 45:- The Antidote

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Karishma's POV

How do you find someone like her? or love someone like her? She makes me feel liberated. She is there to gather me when I am breaking apart. Not many people are lucky enough to get that. And I feel like God's favourite child to be able to share the same air as hers.

Her words cured my wounds. Her embrace was the antidote to my poisoned past. I guess that's why it took me this long to finally process it. My whole being was waiting for her. How can I not love her?

I decided not to leave the nook of her neck and nuzzle more to sink in how this woman has made me feel with her words and presence. I leaned in more to my safe space and replied, "I love you too Haseena Mallik."

I locked our heads and traced her lips as I closed my eyes. Her skin against my thumb, her smooth waist against my hand is letting me know where I belong. I tug her bottom lip with my thumb and said, "You are the moon to my dark nights, rose to my garden, queen of my heart who has made me hers for eternity."

I heard her thumping heart picking up the pace as I felt her hands on me. Then she said, "For Eternity and beyond". I slid my fingers into her hair, dug my thumb into her cheek and made our lips close the void. Each time I engulf her lips, it feels like I am having some divine fruit that was not meant to be eaten by humans. Her touch charges me with this energy to have her more. This intoxicating, thorough and so god damn fucking arousing kiss is taking me on the journey of an infinite universe where only this feeling of her embrace resides. 

I relentlessly moved down towards her neck and shamelessly marked her jawline and throat. My hand journeyed towards her breast to claim it as mine. The fierceness of my action made us both get up from the bed. I pulled her more into me and I don't know when my other hand travelled to her back to unhook her blouse. I sensed her surprise and she dared to stop our kiss.

"I don't want you to do this because you are on some emotional high or you feel oblidged to." She blabbered the thing that I knew would bother her. Look at this woman. In this sensual moment of weakness when all one could think about is tearing each other's clothes, this woman is worried about my emotional well-being.  

"I am sure Haseena. I love you and I want to feel you. I need you Haseena like a fish needs water. I want to break this last thin layer of separation. " I undid the long traditional skirt she was wearing. "I am tired of suppressing the urge to have you. I am tired of denying my true nature for years." The skirt fell on the ground, leaving her in mid-waist boyleg panty and a loose unhooked blouse.

I felt her tremor under my words. She hesitantly peeked down at her inner and shyly uttered, "not so sexy "

I tugged my hand in her mid-waist panty and pulled her Closer. I brought my lips to her ear and whispered, "I absolutely differ. You are an embodiment of elegance, sassiness and sexiness"

The unexpected move jolted her pulse. I can easily feel it running crazily fast. I moved my other hand to her blouse. "I want to do things that have been on my mind since the moment I laid my eyes on you. " I made her take off the blouse, leaving her in just a bra. "I was too blindsided to realize it back then but I undoubtedly wanted to trace every inch of you."

Her neck demanded my lips to get back. " Do you know what I wanted to do when I saw you in that dress? when I thought you went on a date?" I said between placing wet kisses from her neck to her collarbone. "I wanted to kiss you like a maniac and tear every piece of clothing that you were wearing so elegantly. And then bend you over the nearest table and have my way with you."

I pinned her to the wall beside the dressing table while my lips were lingering on hers. "You drive me crazy Haseena. And I don't want to hold back on showing you that." Then I kissed her like there was no tomorrow and dug my fingers into her bare waistline. She reciprocated with the same passion and it only ignited more in me. My thigh found her lower anatomy and she hissed under the impact. I felt the tip of her fingers sneaking in my bathrobe on my belly which travelled quickly to just above my hips pushing it more against her. Her moan that escaped into my mouth left me with the sensation of feeling her more. More intimately, more fearlessly, and more salaciously than ever. 

I slid one strap of her bra to the side when I imprinted my teeth on her shoulder. I teased her centre with my thigh and her cleavage with my lips. She was going to take off her bra when I stopped her. "Let me do the honour", I turned her around, unhook her bra and slowly removed both straps while cherishing her uneven breaths, her dusky back, her face turned sideways against the wall, her half-open mouth and closed eyes. I teethed her earlobe and whispered, "You felt it that day. right? My eyes on you. How much I wanted you. I know you desired the same. Your face revealed everything. " I let her bra drop to the floor and then turned her around. 

The rise and fall of her chest was a feast to my eyes. The barely visible hollow between her collarbone invited me to trace it with my fingers. I let the tip of my fingers move from the collarbone to the divide between her breasts.  "you are so distracting." 
"So are you." She unravelled my bathrobe's knot and removed it, leaving me only in my inners. "Let's move this to the bed", she commanded.

She pushed me to the bed,  adjusted herself on top and started devouring my lips. "you..have...no idea how.... strangely timid....... yet alluring you have made me feel with your eyes." She said between the kisses.  "why should " She latched her hand to the centre of my bra "you wear it when I am not." She impatiently tried opening it but I flipped our positions and I sat on her lower abdomen. 

"That's not fair now. is it?" I smirked and placed her hands on my hips. I slid the bra straps across my shoulder, unhooked it and threw it in the room somewhere while not leaving her eyes even for a milisecond. She looked at me as if I could kill millions at that moment. I let her droll over me for a while and then I adjusted myself in such a way that our thighs could feel our centres. I feasted on her left breast while sandwiching the tip of the other one between my thumb and forefinger. Our lower abdomens were grinding at the same pace. I can't describe the feeling I had upon hearing her gentle low pitched groans. 

My lips skated down to her ribs, then her belly. I pulled down her panty slowly from one side to get over the curve of her hip. I slid down the other side and threw it somewhere in haste. For a few seconds, I let it all in. The view that's only reserved for me, the sound of her breaths that are only allowed to be mingled with mine, her eyes that were heavy because of the tension we created.  All of her, mine forever.   

I went in for another thirsty kiss and my hand found itself tracing her inner thigh, smooth and damp. My vacant hand clenched around her fingers as I felt her anticipation. This is the first time, she gave me full control with no intentions of getting it back. 

I moved my fingertips between her thighs. I softly stroked at first and my mouth hovered an inch above her breast. I felt a sensation coursing through her body. I closed my lips around her nipple and gently pushed one finger in her.  I sensed the pleasure jolted through her. A half cry, half moan escaped her. I stilled myself as I couldn't figure out if  it was the signal for moving further or to halt. I restrained myself from going further but I guess she doesn't want that. She canted her hips against my hand to press it deeper. 

As we began to rock against each other, we kissed with growing passion and I slid in my other finger. The way we moved together was intoxicating. We found the perfect rhythm. She left me panting when she broke the kiss to inhale more air. I swept in her every sensation, every emotion, every sound, how she curled her lips and bit the bottom one with every thrust. I felt her body tighten, strained against me at a faster pace. Her Angelic voice formed my name, and soon there were no words other than yes, more and faster! I slid my thumb over her clit. She groaned my name into my shoulder as she arched up and dug her nails into my skin. I felt her spasm against my hand, her eyes fluttered shut with the escasty and a scream skipped as she came all over my hand. 

She collapsed back into the bed. I stilled my fingers and started placing light kisses on her shoulders, breasts, cheeks and her lips. The last shivers faded away slowly but she couldn't even form a word. She was still panting heavily. 

"Are you okay Haseena ?"

"okay?............Is that even a word for what you just did?" She replied after few seconds.  

"Let me make you wordless again." I said. She held up her eyebrow playfully in question as if she doubts my ability. But I can tell that she also knows what else I am capable of. And we went on all night and early morning forgetting that there is a world outside this room.

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And that's done. phew! This was the most challenging chapter I ever wrote. Partially, because this is my first time writing anything like this. I hope you like it and I hope that I did justice to the story. And thank you for leaving your heartwarming, lovely comments. They means a lot. 

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