hindsight | haerin x danielle | daerin

---- POV

I wish the world was a bit more gentle to the innocent.

But the world is harsh, cold, often times unforgiving.

When you realize this you could either join in with its misery or attempt to soften it

The world and I have an abhorrently bitter relationship

Back then all I wanted was peace for the world

But all I could think of now is how would I save the girl I love from dying?

How cruel is the world, really?

There's no cure. And surely, there's no answer.

That's why I will spend most of these times with you.

How can simplicity hold so much beauty?

Watching you do even the most mundane things makes me smile in adoration

You are too good for this world.

Let alone for me.

I don't think things will ever get better for the both of us

I think you know that as we look at each other

Do we really fear death?

Or do we just fear for the people we will left behind?

The memories.

The love.

The time.

The pain.

All of those that we shared.

I go to places we love to hungout when I miss you.

I re-read our messages when I start to miss you.

It hurts but it'll heal.

But what if it didn't?

Would I still take the risk if I knew how it will end?

I don't know.

It made me happy to love you even if it is not what I want to happen atleast destiny put you in my way

Waking up to an empty space in my bed every morning is such torture

Because that means I lost you

The fear of losing you haunted me, I couldn't lose you.

You were the only thing I had.

We were the only things we had.

And yet, I still did. No matter what I do, this was bound to happen.

You know, sometimes I regret the last word I said to you

"goodbye"

I didn't want that.

I should've said I love you. I loved you. And I always will.

You don't know how many sunsets have passed that I spent asking myself if I ever loved you enough when you were still here.

But I hope I did, because I know how much you deserve it after loving me more than you love yourself.

I wish I could turn back the time

But then again.

"i guess our story ends here..."