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All my life, I never got intimidated to anyone

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All my life, I never got intimidated to anyone. It was always the other way around. Kaya ngayon na halos makaramdam ako ng takot sa tatlong taong nasa harap ko, hindi ko alam ang gagawin.

I know that I need to tone down my attitude. I should be careful not to provoke them or pissed them off. Mahirap 'yon, lalo na't maikli lamang ang pasensya ko at mabilis akong mairita. It would take me a lot of self-control to keep my temper at bay. It sounds impossible, especially when my fist is still aching to punch Trevor's stupid face for what he said earlier.

Ayoko ring ipakita sa kanila na mahina ako at natatakot sa kanila. If I showed them that I'm scared, it would also mean that I'm giving them the power over me. Mamamatay muna ako bago mangyari 'yon.

The best thing that I can do right now is to stay calm and do what I'm told—try to listen to them. Kampante naman akong hindi nila ako sasaktan dahil may kailangan pa sila sa akin. As long as they're not pushing my buttons, we can have a peaceful talk.

I heaved a deep exhale. Fine. Just this once, I'll trust them.

"How can I benefit from this?" kalmado ko ng tanong habang seryosong nakatitig kay Trevor.

His ruthless expression didn't change. Magsasalita na sana ito nang marinig namin ang malakas na pagtikhim ni Matthias. It was obvious that he did that to get our attention kaya agad kaming napalingon sa kanya.

Tumingin sa akin si Matthias at bahagya akong nginitian. "I apologize if we come off rude and somehow offended you with our choice of words." he calmly muttered and took a quick glance on Raven and Trevor. It was as if he was giving them a warning glare. Tila sinasabing siya na lang muna ang magsasalita at 'wag na muna silang makisali.

"I hope we could start again with a clean slate." dagdag nito na ikinataas ng kilay ko.

"So you want me to forget that she just threatened me with her gun—" sabi ko sabay turo kay Raven, "—and that he just blatantly declared that you guys will only use me and dispose me afterwards?" sarkastikong patuloy ko at si Trevor naman ang tinuro, na binaba ko rin naman agad.

Matthias pursed his lips and instantly turned towards Raven. "The fuck, Raven? Tinutukan mo ng baril?"

Raven only shrugged. "I was just trying to get to know her."

Saglit na napaawang ang labi ko sa sinabi niya. "You held me at gunpoint just for your personality test or some shit?"

Natawa lamang ito sa akin. "Goddamn, she's really smart."

Marahas na napabuntong-hininga si Matthias bago binalik ang tingin sa akin. "I'm sorry. Ganito lang kami but I can assure you na malinis ang intensyon namin. We just want your help and nothing else."

Hindi ako sumagot. Nanatili lamang ang titig ko sa kanya. Tinitimbang ko pa rin kung dapat ko ba silang pagkatiwalaan o hindi.

"Nang makita namin ang nangyari sayo sa CCTV, inakala talaga namin na immune ka... at dahil hindi ka inaatake ng mga infected, naisip namin na malaki ang maitutulong mo sa amin."

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