Im sorry Big Sister

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Sasuke's P.O.V.

I think from as long as I could remember, Amaya was someone who helped others than herself. She took the blame, the hate, the pain, even trained to be strong just like big brother.

I was only ten years old at the time but I would always see Amaya train with big brother, shusui or even by herself everyday where the hideout they use to go to.

"big Brother!" I yelled out hoping I find him at his hideout

" sasuke?" Itachi said surprised

" Big brother!" I ran to him and gave him a big hug "Can you stop messing with Amaya and train me!" I looked at her with annoyed eyes
" look I've been learning how to throw my shuriken right at my target see" I showed him my weapons and threw them where itachi had his kunai on the target mark

" oh I see! That's very good for a cute little guy like you" Amaya teased 

"h-hey!" I slightly blushed

" sorry sasuke, ask father to help you I have a big mission to do tomorrow morning. I need to get some rest but next time"

" you always say next time big brother, sometimes I feel like you hate me" he sigh

" sasuke." She looked at me serious " You already know how Itachi is, missions are important to protect this clan you know. He loves you, you're his only brother he is willing to protect" she smiled at me, as I felt even more annoyed

" well... thanks for Taking care of my Big brother.."

I was jealous of her because she would be able to train with him and spend time together. I hated it so much and just started to feel more jealous to where I wished something bad would happen to her.

What I didn't know was that wish I made actually came true that grow me to feel guilty of her for years.

The scene of the incident where blood was spilled everywhere my mother and father was the first thing I saw that haunted me forever.

Amaya was standing in front of the corpses as she continuously killed my mother and father repeatedly.

Was this the consequence I get from what I wish for her..?

What have I done..

what have SHE DONE!

STOP IT!!

Arghhh!!!!!

From those years all I had in my mind loop was what Amaya did to my parents and the Uchiha Clan..

I hated her from those years and never understood why she accepted my pity from her..

She never killed the clan.. it was Itachi that created my mind to believe she did. She still cared for me and loved me like her family.

Finding out the truth made me grow more guilty of what I have done, how I treated her. If only I knew before then she wouldn't have suffered all this time.

I'm sorry Amaya.. after everything I have done.. I shouldn't have said those things.. My jealous grew and I have full of regrets now.

I'm sorry Big Sister......

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Amaya's P.O.V.

" Wait Amaya, there's something I need to talk to you about first" he said frighten as it was something he had to say.

I had my full attention towards him as I waited for what he has to say

" Earlier.. I was with Big brother.. He told me everything what happened and why he did it for" I couldn't help but be surprised what he said

" Sas-"

" just listen what I have to say! When I watch him die in my arms I felt guilty and sorrow in myself seeing him die from sickness. This made see how much you suffered all these years. I'm sorry Amaya for everything" watching the tears fall down his face he tries so hard to hold back

" My promise to your brother was to protect and take care of you. " I clean his tears away " that's what I did, I didn't care if you hated me. I didn't care how you pushed me away because I was still there to be as a sister to you"

" Sister?" He looked at me with gentle eyes he had

" Yea Sasuke, I'll still be here when you need me. Your my family and will always be." He rushed to hug me tightly as surprise I never thought he would ever do.

It was the first time in a while since I felt this. He now knows what happened back from the incident. The true story and Itachis intentions were. 

" I'm sorry Amaya.. I'm really sorry" he repeated said

" S-Stop it cuz your going to make me cry too, you dummy" already I could feel the tears over flowing as I hold onto him tightly

" I'm sorry.."

Don't worry Sasuke.. you've always been forgiven.. cuz your family and you always will be

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