Dark of Erotica: The Forbidden Sin [R-18]

Chapter 17

Chapter  17

"Don't be mad at me... I know.. I know i was wrong. Please. J-just don't ignore me. It hurts here." Sabay turo niya ng dibdib niya. And I can feel the sadness in his voice. I'm sosorry too. Maybe, sana hindi ko na pinalaki. 

"Kukuha lang ako ng damit mo." Sabay alis ng kamay niya. Nang makapasok ako sa silid niya nag hanap ako ng damit. Para kahit papaano hindi siya malamigan. 

"Here. Bumangon ka muna ng kaunti, huhubarin ko lang tung pulo mo at papalitan ko ng t-shirt." Mahina kung saad sa kanya. Bumango naman siya ng kaunti. At nang mahubad ko ang kanyang polo, pinasuot ko agad ang kanyang t-shirt. "There you go." Sabay alalay ko sa kanya sa paghiga. 

"Are you sure, na dito ka lang?" Tanong ko. 

"Yes. I'm fine here. And i hope, kausapin mo na ako bukas." Then he snore. And that's made me smile. Don't worry, i will do my best to make this family, happy and strong. No matter what.

Pumasok na din ako sa guest room at natulog. 

"FUCK!" Nagising ako sa may biglang bumagsak sa katawan ko. I really hate this, but what the fuck i can't stop from drinking hard liquor.

"Dada. What is fuck?" Shit, It was his son. Wrong choice of word Joaquin. Hindi ako nakapag salita, hinahanap ng dalawa kung mata ang isang taon, and she right there. Preparing food. "How do i tell him.... you know the meaning." 

"Just say it. Our son is really that smart to understand." I stopped. Our? I can't... Wow just....I'm happy. 

I nodded and smile. "It was...Fuc... It was a bad word." 

"Okay." Sabay baba niya at lapit sa Mommy niya. Binuhat niya naman ito para iupo. I look at them. She whispered something to our son. After a minute yohan stand in the chair, and said. "Dada, Ami said that... What was it, again?" Taas kilay niyang taong sa Ina. I laugh. My cute little baby.

"Tell Dada that were going to eat."

"You heard that, Dada?" Napakamot naman ako ng batok. I look at her. 

"Breakfast is ready. Sabay kana samin." Tumayo naman agad ako para kumain ng breakfast. My first morning with my family. My first morning that i wake up that i see them. My first breakfast with them. Wala na akong ibang hihilingin pa. I'm happy with this. I'm happy to have a really beautiful future wife and a very cute and smart baby. 

"Are you full, baby?" I ask my son. 

"Yes, Dada. Dada i want to go... Ami can i?" He asked her Mommy. "Please." Hindi niya alam ang gustong sabihin ng anak. He look at Yuna. 

"Okay. Tell your, Daddy. Maybe he doesn't want to go." Then she looked at me.

I asked. "What?" 

"Last night we talked and I told Yohan that we are leaving. Ipapasyal natin siya sa mall. Isasabay ko na din ang pagbili ng mga gamit namin. Like toothbrush. And mag grocery na din tayo bago umuwi. It's that okay with you?"