BNHA x Transmasc Reader

Hitoshi Shinsou

⚠️WARNING⚠️ Mentions of sex, mentions of masturbation (neither actually happen, but they are talked about)

So as soon as I figure out my gender identity, BAM I'm hit in the face with more questions about myself. I believe I'm demiromantic to an extent, which is something I've sorta known for a long time, but I also think I'm under the asexual umbrella? Idk, I'm going to share my experiences with my thoughts on sex in a story format and maybe you guys will have some more ideas because I keep googling and researching and taking quizzes but nothing seems to click.

For reference, the closest thing to what I feel that I have found is Bellusexual. But I don't think it's quite it.

Anyway keep in mind that this is purely about sexual feelings and experiences, nothing sexual happens, but it is talked about a lot in this chapter and please don't read if it makes you uncomfortable thinking about school age characters thinking about that because I'm the same age as them, in fact I'm younger than most of them, so please just don't leave any comments like "omg but they're minors" because honestly I'll just delete it and block you.

Just to disclaim, these are not actual events that happened between me and my partner, only the thoughts feelings are real, I'm not sure how I would feel if faced with a real situation like this, but this is how I imagine it would go.

Reader pov

"Today is the day I've dreaded ever since I layed eyes on you hormonal time bombs." Aizawa writes something on the chalkboard. "Welcome to sexual education. Now, this year,we decided to do something different. In the past, we split you up between gender, however several reasons were brought up against that so we're just giving the same one to everyone. Which means," he sighs, "you will be seeing images and learning about the opposite sex."

There's a stir of voices in the classroom. Some are nervous, some are excited, some are practically drooling with anticipation, and some just want to get the fuck out.

I don't really feel anything. It's just learning about human body functions, not a big deal.

Throughout the lesson, I'm honestly just bored. I really kinda just tune the whole thing out. The most entertaining thing was trying to retain my laughter as yet another person crossed their legs with a red face.

I glanced over at Hitoshi. He was a faint pink but both feet remained on the floor, although from the looks of it, it doesn't look like it'll stay that way very long. He looked my way, making eye contact for only a split second before putting his head in his arms on the desk. I shifted my gaze away from him for a while but when my eyes eventually made their way back to him, he also had his legs crossed.

I looked around the room, feeling almost guilty. Hitoshi and I have been dating for three years. We kiss a lot, sometimes it gets pretty heated, but we've never exactly talked about going any further than kissing and wandering hands.

The lecture lasted all day since they had to cover materials for two sexes. After it was finally over, most people were over their hormones and were able to successfully go back to the dorms.

Hitoshi came over and held out his hand for me to hold. I intertwined our fingers as I shouldered my bag and we walked back to the dorms.

Normally, we're pretty quiet when we walk together, opting to talk more when we have more privacy. We always hold hands and we usually do chat a little bit, but today was different.

"Is something wrong?" I run my thumb along the back of his hand.

"Hm?" He looks up at me. "Oh, no I'm just..." He lets go of my hand and puts his arm around my shoulders, something he's never done before, "thinking."