Chapter 11
(The next day )
Rachels pov :
I was in the hall walking to class when all of the sudden Karofsky came up to me and knocked my books down he then chuckled and walked away . Thats it ! I thought, "David ! " I yelled. He ignored me and then I ran after him and stopped him , "I'm talking to you can you stop and listen. " I said. "What ?" He asked ignorantly. "You're a real ass ya know . You said you loved me and the moment I told you no you broke up with me and you bullied me without even thinking about how I would feel ! I loved you Dave and you just hurt me. Because of you I tried to kill myself because I thought I was worthless , because I thought I had nothing . You destroyed me . You made me feel like I was nothing and the worse part is that I thought I loved you but I was so wrong. Because of you I may never love again . So you can go to hell Karofsky but just know that you were the one to cause me pain , you broke MY heart. " I said and stormed off. I was in the auditorium at the piano and I started to play :
Rachel :
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
(End song )
I sighed and then I heard clapping from the other side of the stage . I looked over and Finn came out and said , "That was amazing. " He told me . "Thanks . " I said. "So Puck told me you stood up to Karofsky." He said. "Yeah I did . " I said . "How did it feel ?" He asked. I smiled , "Amazing !" I said . We both laughed and he said , "Well I'm happy you're happy. " he said. I smiled and then I looked into his eyes , "You have really pretty eyes . " I said. He smiled , "thanks you too. " he said. I smiled and then before I knew he leaned in and we kissed .
