midnight thoughts

when i saw you

mar./26/2022, 11:47 PM

for some time

all i felt was emptiness

without a reason

i felt nothing at all

but suddenly

i had things to look forward to

i had a reason to feel again

and then i realized

i can finally see you

so i took that chance

at first i was excited

but then i started to feel nervous

"what if i'm not like she thought i was?"

"what if she doesn't like me?"

"what if she doesn't want to be with me anymore?"

these thoughts would echo in my head

and i was afraid

however

when you started to talk to me more

for a moment i could feel my worries go away

then the day finally came

i put on my finest clothing just for you

and when you walked through that door

my heart faltered

once more, my assumptions were right

your embrace is so warm

your smile so calming

your eyes sparkle a little whenever you laugh

your hands look so soft

god, if only i could tell you how beautiful you are

i am aware that you are not perfect

after all, perfection varies between people

to me you are not perfect

you have your flaws

just like everyone else

instead of perfect

you are ideal to me

and that is more than enough for me

i hope that no one takes your shine away

i'll make sure to protect it for as long as i am able to

for whenever i am asked "what is love?"

i tend to think about you