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dangerous

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by fan_tazm

by fan_tazm

dec./5/2021, 11:11 PM

i'm digging myself into a mess.

i know that i shouldn't, but..

with every passing day, i find more things to love about you.

it's dangerous.

but i just can't help it.

your laugh is comforting.

it lures me in.

before you disappeared for a while, i thought i could easily bury my feelings.

but when you did leave, i couldn't stop thinking about you for a second.

i was worried that something happened, but you were just fine.

i fall deeper in love with you every moment.

and that's... far too dangerous.

as much as i'd love to call you mine,

i never will.

i'll never bring myself to admit my feelings.

not because i'm afraid of rejection,

but because everyone i've ever loved has left me.

and i'd rather have you around while suffering in silence, and risk the possibility of calling you mine,

than lose you completely, and ruin yet another person's heart.

it's quite alright though.

i'm used to doing this.

i'll be just fine.