midnight thoughts

i miss you

nov./9/2020, 10:43 PM

It's moments like these, late at night, where I miss you. Our communication's been cut off, I really miss you. It's only been 3 days yet I miss you so much. Have I gotten this attached?

I just want to talk to you. I want to know how your day was. But there's no way to talk to you right now. I can't know what made you happy or sad. Or so I thought.

You always find ways to get back to me, don't you? It's always happened. Every time we can't talk to each other we find a way to talk. It's mostly been in my case, where I lose my phone or some related thing and we resort to many other things.

This time you're the one that came to me. It might've been just for a school question, but I felt so happy hearing from you again. It wasn't the most brilliant way to contact me, but you did. That was enough to lighten my day.

But even with that, I can't talk to you more. I miss those nights where I'd wake up because I wanted talk to you, so I'd pick up my phone, message you, and wait for an answer. Sometimes you didn't answer, you sleep more than I do some days. But most of the time you answer. And that makes me happy.

Now, my messages won't even send. I miss waking up, knowing that you'd answer me at almost any time. Conversations could spark in an instant, but not now.

It feels like I'm exaggerating these feelings a bit. It's just been 3 days, why's it such a big deal? I think it's because you're the one that makes me feel safe. I still don't know how long I have to wait before I can freely talk to you again, but I hope it's not long. I really, really miss you. I hope you miss me too.