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A/N: Changed a couple lyrics 😭

"I saw your text...what does that even mean? This is so selfish, I can't have you, but I can't move on? you shouldn't be using Arabella against me, if you're trying to completely destroy me you already have, just bring her back home. Please."

I been contemplating, meditating

Should have waited
Should have never dated
You seem irritated
Baby, why you never say it?

Isn't this worth saving?

I can feel you fading off
We're not gonna make it long
Guess you can not take it
Guess it's worth saying

It's none of your concern anymore
None of your concern
Is it even worth it at all?
Is it even worth it?
Is it gonna work anymore?
Is it gonna work?
Am I being heard anymore?
Am I being heard?

I been hearing things and seeing things
And so it seems you're moving on from me
Caught you on the scene
With little miss kim
And trust me, she really don't want beef
That's besides the point
I'm disappointed as a homie
What is it you see?
I want better for you, moving forward
What's better for you than me?

Guess that's none of my concern anymore
None of my concern

"This is literally fucking perfect." Camila chuckled.

"You think?" Kiana smirked as she felt herself get a little shy.

"You wanna listen to what I got?" Camila asked.

"Yeah." Kiana crossed her arms in anticipation.

"It ain't even worth it no more
It ain't even worth it (even worth it)
It don't even hurt anymore
It don't even hurt
It ain't gonna work anymore
It ain't gonna work, yeah
You been hearing things and seeing things
And so it seems I'm moving on my own
The audacity to question me
Like you ain't leave me out here on my own
I was traumatized and suicidal
Sick and tired, I am not to blame
Once I felt a way but not today
I'm not afraid"

"That works!" Kiana squealed in excitement, as Camila laughed.

"So I guess we're done for the day?" Camila smirked.

Kiana didn't answer for a second as she realised what the girl was getting at.

"Do I have to?" She groaned.

"No...you're the one that said you wanted to go out to eat and dress up." Camila raised her eyebrow.

"You're picking up the kids tomorrow, it's your last chance to have fun before they come back." She continued.

"Yeah." Kiana mumbled.

"I don't know how you've been so calm about it all, you're so resilient." Camila gave the girl a small smile.

"I thought he'd be less spiteful if I just agreed that I needed a little break, and I've missed both of them but it's better I take a month break from them instead of my whole life." Kiana shrugged.

"Why did you even let Kells take Axel for a month?" Camila asked.

"Cos I felt like I was distracted and stressed out over all this." Kiana answered.

"So, do you feel like going out?" Camila pouted, as she tried to change the subject.

"I don't know, I guess I should." Kiana shrugged.

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