Trans Will (Solangelo Love Story) (COMPLETED)

Death Doctor Orders

"Nico I just need to use the bathroom stop panicking" I say as I move and he immediately jumps to my side

"Well be careful" he mumbles and I give him an amused look

"I never took you for a worrier its adorable" I comment wincing as I stood up

I saw him take a step forward but seeing I got it he just stood to the side

Gods this is weird usually I am doing what Nico is

I go to the bathroom and I look in the mirror and I decide to take a look under the bandages

Their is a line all around me under my breast probably gonna be bruised  too some were dark red probably the parts that broke skin

Nico you did do a great job

I notice how dirty the bandage is and I realized it has been a few hours since Kayla and Austin have changed it might need to call one of them

I finish my business and I come out and I hear the door close and Nico was just looking away from it and sees me

"Hey they have to do surgery so it will be a bit before they come back" Nico says and I sigh getting back on the bed

"Okay" I said and he sees the look on my face

"Is everything okay?" He asks and I smile

"Yea don't worry about it" I say and he just raises an eyebrow and I sigh

"My bandages are dirty and need to be changed and I can't do them myself since I can't see my back either to apply the ointment" I said and he nods and looks around and spots where Austin put it

"I could do it" he says and I shake my head

"I can wait " I say and he gave me a hurt look

"I've done it before" he whispers and I felt bad

"I know you can its just..." I pause not knowing how to word this

"Self consious?" He asks and I shake my head

"Close. Dysphoric" I say and seems to understand

"Will you need to have those bandages changed" he says sternly

"But-" he cuts me very quickly

"Death Doctors Orders" he says and snort looking at him

"Really" I ask with an amused look and he shrugs

"I'm trying to pull what you do okay?" He said and I sigh

"Alright" I say and he walks over to the sink and washes his hands before going over to grab the ointment and bandages

"So.." he asks not knowing what to do from here

"You have to undo the top of my gown and slide it down" I instruct and he goes to the side and unties the top of the gown and my stomach turns

He slides it down and when my chest was exposed I covered it but made sure he could access the wound

I saw him give me a sympathetic look but got to work

I felt extremely uncomfortable about this but also a bit of relaxation around Nico I knew he was only doing this because he cared

Soon he finished with the bandage and I uncovered myself so we can put the top of the gown back and he never looked once and he was tying the top of the gown

"You should volunteer down here. As an assistant" I say breaking the silence

"Possibly, I'm not sure" he said and I roll my eyes