Vinnie Pov
"you may now kiss the bride"
I always thought i'd hear those words with me and her standing together; side by side. But instead i'm just a witness. A spectator. Watching the one i love be with another.
I wasn't good enough for her, i couldn't give her what she wanted, so i worked on myself, i changed myself so i could be good enough for her one day, but i guess i'm out of time. I'm too late.
y/n pov
I never thought i would be here.
Getting married. The day was perfect, everything matched what i envisioned, i must admit i always thought someone else would be "the one" , but i've grown, i've changed, i've matured and realised he couldn't give me what i wanted, he couldn't supply me with a stable future.
"congratulations" he told me.
I could see the hurt in his eyes, oh how he's changed.
He looked serious, his face matured, his eyes darkened, his height increased forever towering over my smaller figure.
I had to put myself first and think about what i wanted, as well as the lifelong commitment i've made to another. He's more than enough, he doesn't make me constantly worry.
i made the right decision.
I'm happy that he's changed, and i hope he can find someone who will treat him better. Some part of me is curious as to what our future would be like if i had stayed and waited for vinnie. i still care for him...But i'm married now, he can't have me in the way he wants, he's too late.
AUTHOR NOTE
it has been too long and i'm so sorry.
i think it's nearly the end of an era. I'm not in love with vinnie the way i used to be, i've grown out of the "phase" , i don't want to mark the book as completed because i have random urges to write sometimes. But i cannot guarantee that i will be active and updating.
This was a small thing supposed to be for fun, i never expected it to blow up like this and i'm nothing but grateful for all of the friends and support i've had.
I think it's time to say good bye to this book for a while, it will be marked as completed.
Thank you for all the love and support!
- love jordyn x
