Footballer imagines

Ben chilwell- are you high?

*mentions of drugs but not in a harmful or misused way*

You was at a party with Ben and his friends and yours, somehow you got persuaded into smoking weed and ben was not happy.

"Oh they you are I've been looking for
You for ages" ben said catching your attention

"BEN" you shouted lunging yourself on to him

"U okay?" He laughed pulling back to look at you

"Yeahhhhh" you smiled

He looked at you intently

"Y/n" he said

"Yesssss that is my name mr chilly man" you laughed

He looked at you again

"Why are your eyes red"

"My eyes? My eyes are blue" you laughed

"Not funny y/n I know you have blue eyes but why's the white bit red"

You didn't say anything

"Y/N are you high!?" He asked taking a step back

"High? No I'm standing on the floor"
You said

"Stop acting like this y/n what the fuck are you doing!" He shouted

"Nothing ben chill out" you sighed

He grabbed your hand taking you away from the party and to his car

"Bennn" you whined as he pulled you along "I don't want to go home yet"

"Tough" he said

The car ride home was completely silent, occasionally you'd say his name or try and get his attention but he was having none of it

You walked through the front door, Ben followed behind you

"I'm not fucking impressed y/n" he said

"Alright dad"
You laughed

"Why the fuck are you getting high? You don't even smoke normal cigarettes! And who the fuck has been giving you weed cos I swear to god y/n if it was some guy who was doing to to try and fuck you, you better tell me right now cos I'll fucking kill them"
Ben shouted on a tangent for about 5 minutes

"Ben honestly chill, one of my friends got some as a joke secret santa gift at Christmas and brought it today and we all tried a bit, im not some raging cocaine addict babe" you laughed again

"Can you stop laughing" he said

"Not really no"
You giggled again

"Fuck this I'm going to bed, sort it out y/n your acting like a state" he said through gritted teeth

"A state? Ben I was just having fun"
You whined

"Well if your fun involves getting high i don't wanna be part of it" he said walking up the stairs

"Fuck me your talking like i smoke a joint 6 times a day! I tried one tonight for the first time amd didn't even like it"
You shouted

He shook his head and walked off up stairs

You carried on your normal night routine, you weren't even that high just a bit giddy.

Eventually it wore off and you headed to bed, Ben was in the bed but you ignored him and slipped into your side, you closed your eyes planning
to drift off.

"Y/n" ben whispered

You lifted ur head to look at him

"I didn't mean to get so angry I just didn't like that" he said

You nodded and laid your head back down

Next thing Ben had shuffled down so he was facing you, he placed a hand on the side of your face, you opened your eyes to look at him

"I'm sorry" he said "I didn't mean to yell and of course I want you to have fun I just didn't expect it that's all"

"Okay" you gave a small smile

"I love you and I just want you to be safe and I don't know it scared me a bit I guess" he said

"Your so cute" you laughed

"Please don't do it again" he said

"I won't, it wasn't even nice" you laughed

"I'm sorry" he said again

You placed a soft kiss on his lips

"Can I go to sleep now"
You said

"Yeah sorry" he laughed

"Stop sorry" you said

He laughed and kissed you once again

"I love you" he said

"I love you too, sweet dreams" you replied and smiled at him