𝙋𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙤𝙮| Rafe Cameron

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙞𝙭

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Y/n pov

I'm walk out into the living room where jj is watching tv .

Jj: what was that about he seemed to be in a rush

Y/n: I told him I loved him

Jj: oh shit, and then he went like that.

Y/n: yeah he said he had a work thing, I'm sure it's nothing

Jj: sure

Y/n: anyway how long you here for 

Jj: I'm leaving later

Y/n: really

Jj: yeah

Y/n: I don't get to see you for Christmas 

JJ: sadly no 

Y/n: oh

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Today is Christmas Day just a couple of days after jj left. I'm so sad I didn't get to spend Christmas with him. Like every year I though I was spending is alone. Which I've gotten use to I guess Well that was until rafe knocked on my door. 

Y/n: what are you doing here it's Christmas 

Rafe: I don't have anyone to see at Christmas and you don't either 

Y/n: okay we can watch Christmas movies all day then i guess

Rafe: fine by me

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It's now 2pm and me and rafe are cuddling on the sofa.

Y/n: um rafe I need to ask you something 

Rafe: sure

Y/n: so you know that night we did it, it was pretty great right

Rafe: yeah I guess

Y/n: when I said I love you why didn't you say it back, was it to soon.

Rafe: no

Y/n: please tell me then 

Rafe: I though I was in love with you but it was just a lie, I wanted it to work but unfortunately I feel nothing 

Y/n: why are you doing this, you said your cared about me

Rafe: I just wanted to see what you were like in bed

Y/n: no you don't mean that 

I shake my head

Rafe: you know nothing, you don't even know me

Y/n: I don't believe you

Rafe: I don't know how to make this any clear you mean nothing, you were just a conquest 

Y/n: is that what you need to tell me

Rafe: I'm sorry completely 

Y/n: no your completely fucked up, get out

Rafe: please y/n

Y/n: get the fuck out now before I do something that will be your fault 

Rafe: please

I push him

Y/n: get the fuck out rafe, your fucked up in the head

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I pour myself a glass of wine. I'm sorry but what the fuck just happened an hour ago. I actually though he cared about me.  I opened the cabinets and find my pills I use to take. I pour the whole bottle into my palm. And chuck them at the back of my throat washing all of them down with wine. I walk to the the bathroom and run a bath and lay there in the tub. Mascara everywhere on my face. Blood travelling towards my palms. Just blood filling the tub as I lay there weeping. tears down my face. What have I don't. I start to feel drowsy and my eye sight goes fuzzy. I've always thought of doing this but I've never done it. This may be the end but at least I can say I loved you rafe but I wasn't good enough for you, Goodbye all...

A/n:

Well I miss Rona finally got me, ngl this chapter is a bit dark but it's not the end I'll try to upload a new chapter asap, Tysm for the support 

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