Bloody Desires

LXII

"you just get sluttier and sluttier" my nonna groaned, sitting back in the couch

i rubbed my lips together, not knowing what to say

my aunts, uncles, cousins, brothers, and grandparents were all gathered at our house

"we are going to visit your parents" my nonna said

like she gave a fuck about them

i pursed my lips, walking up to my room

"you have 30 minutes" she yelled, her voice echoing through the quiet house

quiet because of shock

i shut the door behind me, sighing

i wonder what my parents would think of me now

is cain a distraction from my ultimate goal?

i punched my pillow repeatedly, frustrated with my life

"bellissima" cain called, entering my room

he had on a black suit

my head turning to face the opening door

"you okay?" he asked, sitting next to me

"yup, my parents are dead, my nonna's a bitch, i'm about to start my period, and oh we got caught having car sex" i said, placing my head on his shoulder

he let out a sort chuckle

"do you want to see them?" he asked

"i don't know cain i-"

"yes or no" he said, grabbing my hand

"i do, i don't? I do" i answered

it looked like he was about to speak

"i don't, wait- cain i don't know" i said, burying my face in my hands

i'm not ready for that pain yet

he placed a hand in my back

"whatever you decide, i'll support amore" he kissed my cheek, walking out of my room

i played with my fingers, tears running down my face

"i miss them" i whispered to myself

••

i stepped down the stairs, gaining stares from my immodest clothing

"absolutely disgusting" my nonno snapped, analyzing my clothing

"do you have no respect for your parents?" my nonna walked up to me, grabbing my shirt

"my parents would never forgive me if i wore such dull clothing to their graves, bitch" i said, mumbling my cursing

SHORT CAIN'S POV

she is so beautiful

i knew she'd come, it's mia

she always comes around

even if it's putting others before her

i'm glad she agreed, i've got my own burying to do

MIA'S POV

i walked over to cain, interlocking fingers with him and walking out the door

i choose him

and if it's not him

then i don't want anybody

i smiled at my own thoughts

"what?" he chuckled, looking down at me

"nothing" i said, making a straight face and getting in the car

his smile was bright

i guess because i barely see it

he turned on the ignition, pulling out of the driveway

here we go mia

••
i walked up to the graves first

my family still parking their cars

cain was holding flowers that we were going to decorate the graves with

my head down looking at the grass, as we walked

"there it is" he said

i raised my head to see two graves beside each other

'Mr. & Mrs. Rossi'

tears immediately filled my eyes

and i jogged up to them

kneeling down

"mom, you left me with 4 sweaty brothers and a bitchy grandmother" i briefly laughed, running my finger along her name engraved into the stone

i pivoted, turning to my dad's grave

"i promise i will live a happy, healthy, life. I'll get married and have kids." i painfully smiled

"i'll even take pictures for you.." i said, tears running down my face

cain kneeled beside me, handing me the flowers

"you were beautiful and vibrant, but fragile. Just like a lilly." i whispered, decorating my mother's grave with lillies

"you stood strong and tall, and hurt anyone who tried to compromise what and who you loved. Just like a rose" i whispered, decorating my fathers grave with roses

i kissed the pad of my fingers, and held it on both of their graves

"i love you" i stood up

i turned around, immediately welcomed by cain's embrace

bawling in his chest

A/N
stop i'm sad 💔

Until Next Time My Loves🥰