Bloody Desires

IV

i've been throwing up

i didn't even get to eat yet

"you aren't pregnant" i repeated spitting out the burning liquid in my mouth into the toilet

i washed my face and brushed my teeth

i opened the bathroom door and there he was

"what are yo-"

"your dad told me to bring up your breakfast"

if this bitch doesn't stop cutting me off i'm going to put a knife in his chest and won't hesitate this time

"he told me you love pancakes, i don't really care but here" he threw me a syrup packet

i opened it and started eating, but with him in the  same room with me it felt weird

so i stopped eating and looked at him

"what? you want a pregnancy test with your bacon?" he tried to hold back his laughter exposing his deep dimples

"i was going to thank you but i'll just continue eating instead" i said and instantly bit into my pancake

he pointed at me "i wouldn't eat that fast, your vomiting sounded violent earlier " and he walked out the room laughing

"i hope you fall off the stairs" i yelled
••

it's been hours since i ate breakfast and i was hungry again

imma go get something to eat

i put on a some sweats and grabbed my keys

"where are you going?" my dad interrupted his conversation just to know where i was going

"i'm going to get something to eat i said while putting on some slippers

"take cain with you it's dark" he motioned towards a smirking cain

"no thanks" i grabbed the door handle

but my keys were snatched out my hand and cain had opened the door

his hand on top of mine...

it was so veiny and big and-

his dick or his hand mia?

"what you thinking about?" he said catching me staring at his hand on mine

"shut up" i walked to the car getting in the passenger side

"before i get you food let me show you something" he said starting up the car

"no i'm hungry" i said agitated

"i know i'll feed my child in a sec-"

"shut up and take me to the damn place"
i'm tired of the pregnancy jokes

we were driving for a good  30 minutes

we arrived on top of a cliff? mountain? hill?

oh shit

he is gonna drive us off and kill m-

"i'm not here to kill you mia. You think to hard" he rubbed his head

"how did yo-"

he cut me off again

"you're easy to read, too easy" he groaned looking out the windshield

below is was a breathtaking view of the city

"i come here when i overthink or i'm upset, it reminds me life gets better no matter what happens." he said

he's being vulnerable

"i didn't know a cold blooded mafia like you  needed something beautiful to help you calm down, i thought y'all went on killing sprees or something" i teased him

"yeah well you don't help much on the beauty part so i need something"

his comebacks are getting better

he is joking

i think

"i'm joking mia" he said with a straight face still facing the city

it's so attractive how he can read me without even looking at me

okay stop.

we were quiet staring at the view

until my stomach growled

"i'm hungry" i mumbled while looking at the lights below.

"so am i" he looked at me with his head resting against the seat

"but not for food" he smirks

my heartbeat increased

in both places

no no no i'm done having car sex with him

sex is just something he does to get off temporary frustration and lust

i refuse

"i'm not into prostitution no thanks" i said looking out my car side window

"the way you jumped into my car and had sex with me i think you are" he pulled the gear into drive and speeded off on the road
•••

we arrived back home from the drive thru diner where i got fries and a burger

i got out the car with my food when he threw me my keys hitting me in my head

"ow" i yelled purposely showing an attitude

"oops" he laughed and started walking inside

he paused and looked at me "feed my child as much as they need, va bene?" he walked towards me

"i'm not pregnant" i said growing more and more irritated

"are you convincing yourself or telling me?" he smiles and grabs my hand pulling me inside
•••
i had already showered and finished my food

i'm pretty sure everyone was sleeping

i yawn pulling the sheets to my neck drifting off to sleep

A/N
should i make a cain pov?

love everyone reading this book :) until
next time my loves 💗💗🤍