My Life as Taylor Swift's little sister. (Hey I'm Payton Swift!)

Chapter 7: Baby, I'm so sorry.

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The next morning, I was absolutely furious. Lucky for me, I didn't have to see Justin until the afternoon and I had the morning off, so I had time to relax and explore Los Angeles. I rolled out of bed and just sat on the floor for a minute, looking around at my surroundings. The little room in the hotel suite wasn't too fancy, it was just a bed, desk, closet and a small seating area with a bookcase. To be honest, it's one of my favourite rooms I've ever been in. Anyway, I went over to the closet, grabbing a pair of high-waisted black denim shorts, a white tanktop and a navy blue hairbow and then got changed. I threw my pajamas onto my bed and plugged in my hair curler. As I waited for it to heat up, I quickly sprayed my favourite perfume on ... the smell relaxing me.

"Swizzler, do you wanna come to the studio with me? Or do you already have plans?" Taylor calls out and for some reason, I start to laugh. "Stop laughing and answer my question!" I hear Taylor yell ... but then she starts laughing.

"I'm meeting up with Acacia today!" I yell to her and start to curl the ends of my hair. "We're gonna go shopping if you wanna join us," I say and my room door opens, and Taylor does her "swag walk" into my room, causing me to laugh and almost burn myself with the curling iron.

"Nah. You guys haven't seen each other in so long. You can go hang out and do whatever you little hipster teen girls do," Taylor says and I roll my eyes playfully.

"I'm not a hipster!" I state, doing my best to defend myself. "If anything, Cacia's the hipster. I'm just her mainstream friend." I finish curling my hair, so I turned off the curling iron, put the hairbow in my hair and turned around, now face-to-face with my older sister. We have a staring contest, and we just stand there, having a mental conversation with each other about last night's events.

You need to talk to Justin, Swizzler.

What if I go over to his suite and he's with Selena? Then all my fears are confirmed.

You know that he's not hooking up with Selena right now. He's got too much to do.

Still, I don't wanna go over there and have him act like he cares about me.

Payton, Justin does care about you.

If he did, he wouldn't be using me.

It's not like he had the choice.

I turn and face the closet, shutting the closet doors as I hear Taylor leave my room. I start to get angry, feeling as if any moment I could break down or hurt someone ... which are two things I don't want to do at all. I walk towards the door of my room and leave, heading to the main entrance of the suite. I grab my iPhone, put the ear phones in my ear, grab my wallet with some cash and my two credit cards, slid on my black Vans and grabbed a room key for our suite. "Taylor, I'm heading out! I'll be back at one!" I call to her and then walk out into the hallway, lightly closing the door behind me as I leave. "Get me with those green eyes baby, as the lights go down gimme something that'll haunt me when you're not around," I sing along with one of my favourite songs my sister has written. It may sound weird, but I have all my sister's songs. They're amazing pieces of work and she inspires me so much, it would just seem weird if I didn't have at least one.

"Payton!" I hear someone call out and I turn around, a confused look replacing the happy one that had just been on my face. I see Ryan and Alfredo half-walking and half-running towards me ... almost knocking me to the floor.

"What the hell is going on with you two?" I ask angrily, taking the earphones out of my ears as I wait for them to talk. "Tell me!" I say and Alfredo looks at Ryan, probably mentally telling him to tell me what was going on.

"Justin won't get out of bed. He's really upset about you finding out and we need you to go talk to him!" Ryan says and I shake my head.

"I don't want to see him right now," I say and turn around to walk away. I hear Ryan and Alfredo sigh ... and then suddenly I'm lifted up into the air and thrown over someone's shoulder. I think it was Ryan's. "PUT ME DOWN YOU FREAKS! I DON'T WANNA SEE JUSTIN!" I yell and my phone starts to ring. Sighing, Ryan takes it out of my back pocket and and hands it to me. I press "accept" and then put the phone to my ear ... hearing a familiar voice on the other end.

"PAYTON OH MY GOSH! I CAN'T MAKE IT TO DAY I'M SO SORRY MY PARENTS NEED ME TO DO SOMETHING FOR THEM! We need to meet up tomorrow or sometime because we've been talking for ages and we need to meet!" Acacia says, making me laugh.

"You could go with me to go to the studio tomorrow! I'm helping Taylor with her new album," I say and Acacia squeals excitedly on the other end of the line. "I'll take that as a yes. See you tomorrow Cacia!" I say and then we both hang up. I hand my phone back to Ryan and he puts in my pocket. Then, we walk in silence.

"Alright," Alfredo says, as we walk into their hotel suite. Ryan puts me on the floor and I stand up, dusting myself 

off. "Payton, you're gonna talk to Justin," Alfredo says and before I can respond, he's dragging me to Justin's room inside the suite. A moment or two later, we reach his room and I'm forced inside ... my heart slowly breaking as I see him. Justin was in his bed, facing away from me. Hesitantly, I walk towards him, sitting on his bed.

"Justin ..." I whisper and my eyes tear up. Justin, after he recognizes my voice, turns around and sits up.

He looks at me, tears in his eyes as well. "Payton, I'm so sorry," whispers Justin. He pulls me close to him and I wrap my arms around his neck, giving him a kiss on the cheek. Then we just sit there in the other person's arms, crying into each other's shoulders. "Baby, I'm so sorry. So so so so sorry," Justin repeats over and over again.

"Shh, Justin. Don't. It's not your fault," I whisper to him. It's funny how I'm trying to make him believe that it's not his fault ...

When I don't even believe it myself.

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YAY CHAPTER 7! 

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