𝐀𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐚 𝐃𝐢𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐥𝐚 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐨
A 18-year-old Italian girl with an horrible past and a suprising future with many ups and downs.
She got taken from her family when she was just
4 years old, went through rough things I wouldn't even wish my...
I woke up gasping for air after another nightmare.
When I catch my breath I looked at the clock that read 4:35 am. I'm used to wake up this early, so I walked into the bathroom, undressed and walked into the shower.
I put the water on cold and just stood there for a few minutes. A few minutes of silents and no problems. Just me and my thoughts.
After a whole 15 minutes just standing there I washed my hair with my shampoo and conditioner. Than I washed my body and shaved. When I was finished I shut the water off, dried myself off and put my outfit on.
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It's not really cold here but I don't want them to see all my scars...
They will never find out. Nobody will find out about my past- I-I will never talk about what happened there to anyone.
It is my life and it is non of there business, they might be my 'Family' by blood, but they are nothing but strangers to me.
When I'm 18 I will leave anyways. I will forever be alone I don't need anyone, I was my whole life alone and I made it, didn't I?
We will live alone and die alone, Everyone leaves eventually, and they will not care if it leaves you shattered in the cold, dark world without anyone.
In the end you have just yourself. The only person that you will be stuck with your whole life, who will never leave your, is yourself.
I learned that the hard way... I have marks on my whole body as a reminder everyday for the rest of my life.
I trusted people, I had faith in them, I put my heart in there hands and they only threw it on the ground and stomped on it till there was nothing left but shattered pieces.
I was just a little kid... I didn't know any better, but to trust the first person that seemed to care about me enough to want to help me and put an end to the misery that I call life, even as a little kid. And it backfired me.
Hard.
Look where it got me today.
I have nothing Absolutely nothing No reason to wake up in the morning No person to talk to when I had a bad day When I sit alone in my bathroom with a blade to my wrist To talk me out of my bad thoughts To comfort me
Because I will never trust anyone ever again I'm not the weak little girl anymore
