Nle choppa

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⚠️CAUTION⚠️ shit sad.

"I'm so happy to have this baby" Bryson smiled widely rubbing my stomach

"aww baby me too" I kissed his lips then made my way to the kitchen

"witcho pregnant ass." he slapped my ass hard then ran pass me

"you childish.." I shook my head then got me some pickles

some time went passed and me and Bryson was in the couch watching tv

"ahhhh." I held my stomach in pain

"whas wrong mama?"

"ion know. I'm cramping" I moved around tryna ease the pain

"it been doin this for the past couple days right?" he kissed my stomach

"yeah"

"how bad it hurt?"

"I can't explain it like... kinda like period cramps but the bad kind"

"damn I know them shits hurt. you so strong.."

"thank you baby."

more time went by and I decided I needed to see a doctor

"baby ion feel good" I whined holding on to him

"you wanna go to the hospital?" I nodded and stood up

"baby...." I could hear some worry in his voice

"you can't be on yo period while you pregnant right?"

"no. why?"

"baby I think you bleedin..."

"huh?!" I looked down and I seen a bunch of blood coming down my legs

"oh my- call the ambulance!" I cried

please God don't let this be what I think it is.. I don't think we could take this pain. I love the way Bryson eyes light up when we talk about our future, especially the kids.

"yeah my wife is pregnant but she bleeding out her vagina"

"they on the way baby"

I knew we were both thinking the same thing but we obviously couldn't bring ourselves to say it.

"is gon be ok baby" he kissed my lips then looked into my eyes

we got to the hospital and now we just tryna figure out what happened

"so um... you had a miscarriage. I'm so sorry"

I looked over a Bryson to see him wit his head down crying

"I'll give y'all some space.."

"come here baby.." I brought him close and held him while he cried into my neck

damn... this shit hurt bad. like our child just died and we didn't even get a chance to met them. both of our hearts are broke but I hate seeing him like this.

the doctor came back in and told us everything then we left

we got the the house and he went in the room and shut the door

I decided to give him some space but I also needed him too. we gon need each other thru this but, I know how he gets when something happens, he shut everyone out, especially me. and he just lock himself in the room

"baby.. open the door?"

I heard sniffing so I knew he was crying

"come on baby please. I need you rn.."

I didn't get a answer so I just went in the guest room since I didn't have the energy.

Bryson POV

I woke up on the bed and my face was crusty from all the crying so I went in the bathroom and washed my face

I look at the bed and noticed y/n not there so I go downstairs, she not there.

I thought about it and I didn't let her in the room last night so she must be in the guest

"baby?" I opened the door to see her laid out sleep

I felt bad that I wasn't there for her yesterday, I get that we both sad but I just didn't want her to see me like that. I couldn't be strong for her.

"bae wake up" I shook her gently and she slowly opened her eyes

"I'm sorry baby" she sat up then hugged my waist

"nah don't apologize. I'm sorry for not being there, I know you need me as much as I need you rn" she nodded then started crying

I could tell she been tryna hold it in

"let it out" I sat next to her then pulled her to my chest

"why this had to happen?" she cried harder hugging me tighter

"ion know bae"

we stayed like this for about a hour then I realized she had fell asleep

I stood up wit her still in my arms then took her to our room

"bae don't leave" she reached out for me

"I'm not going nowhere" I went to the bathroom and got a warm rag to wipe her face off

"turn around" I tapped her back

I wiped her face slowly and looked in her eyes

thinking about all the shit we already been through, I didn't get what the purpose of this was. they say everything happen for a reason but no matter how hard I try to make sense of it, I just- I think this is to much.

"baby!" she yelled tryna take the rag away from her face

"oh I'm sorry" I chuckled lowly putting it up then laying on top of her

"I love you"

"I love you too"

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