Chapter 15

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Meanwhile, at Tuazon's mansion, the whole gang gathered.

Nawindang ang buong katinuan nila dahil sa nalaman mula kay Alli. And no one! No one among of them, hindi manlang 'yon nahalata kay Alli.

Allison was very vocal to them when it comes to her feelings. She never hid to them, lahat sinasabi nya maliit man o malaking bagay, masaya man o hindi.

"Tangina! Putangina! Makakapatay ako ng tao!" Patricia yells as she shoved away all of things atop of their table, and drawer on their living room.

The gang was startled, Kath is crying nonstop.

"What kind of a mother I am?! Of all people, bakit si Alli?! Bakit ang anak ko pa?! Ganon ba 'ko kawalang kwentang ina sa inyo Katherine?!" She furiously said as tears fell down her cheeks.

"Did I neglected the two of you? Tell me Katherine!" She burst out.

Kath shooked her head, she gulped and burried her face on her hands. Her shoulder shaked as she cried.

"T-t'was my fault, Mom. Kasalanan ko. A-ako yung nagpilit na ipagkatiwala si Alli kay Alvin. I was the one who stopped Alli sa lahat ng gusto nyang gawin. G-gustong-gusto nyang matutong mag-drive but I didn't let her. Kasalanan ko lahat. I'm so sorry Mommy. I'm sorry." Kath uttered between her sobs.

Ibinagsak ni Patricia ang katawan sa couch, akala nya wala nang mas sasakit pa sa mawalan nh asawa. Pero mas masakit ang parehong mawala ang asawa at anak. At mas lalong masakit dahil wala syang nagawa o ginawa para sa anak. Wala sya sa tabi ni Alli 'nong mga panahong 'yon.

"Nawalan ako ng asawa at sinisi kay Alli lahat. Ni hindi ko naisip na nawalan rin si Alli. S-she's your Dad's girl, and we all know that. Hindi ko naisip na masakit rin kay Alli 'yon. Your Dad loves you both that he can always do anything para sa inyo. A-and that night, -" Patricia looked ahead of them, swallows the lump on her throat.

"That night - kaya sya umalis kahit na pinigilan ko sya, b-because his Alli needed him. Alli needed us. Pero nasaan tayo? Nasaan ako? I was there! Lying on our bed, waiting for your Dad to come home! Sa sobrang hinanakit, nakalimutan kong may anak pa pala akong kailangan rin ako. And I can't accept the fact that -" she paused and let out a breathe of frustration.

"Na sa lahat ng mga nangyare at pinagdaanan ni Alli, wala akong alam. Wala akong nagawa!" Patricia said and bawl even more.

"K-kami rin naman po, Tita." Dianne butted in.

"We forgot about her pain too, for losing Tito. At hindi po namin sinasadyang hindi sya pakinggan. -" she stopped talking and eyed her friends.

"S-siguro, nasanay kami na sya 'yong matatag, sya 'yong nalalapitan, sya 'yong source of wisdom namin. Nakalimutan naming pwede rin syang masaktan, may pagdadaanan, na kailangan nya rin kami bilang mga kaibigan. I am so sorry, Tita. We're so sorry na hinayaan naming mangyare 'yon kay Alli." Patricia eyed them as Dianne said that.

"Now I understand why Alli changed. D-dahil may karapatan syang magbago." Kate uttered and bow down her head. She is guilty, guilty 'cause she hated Alli for being attitude

Kath stares her mother, she swallowed and wiped her tears.

"I will make him pay. Hindi ko palalampasin lahat nang 'to. Si Alli ang naghirap at nagdusa sa kademunyohan nya. And I will make sure na ipapadala ko sya sa impyerno!" She intently said.

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After hearing that from Alli, Drew went to the bar, alone.

Guilt, and madness beat him. He didn't saw it coming.

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