Romancing Dominance [BL][COMPLETED]

chapter 17 | romancing dominance

Tears overflowed my eyes.

It was a mistake.

This is all a mistake.

I know he knows.

God knows.

But I will be selfish in this lifetime.

I am Miracle, but I know he knows that I am not Miracle.

I am Miracle, and I am selfish.

No matter the consequences, the torture, and thus foolishness that they deemed I am doing, I will risk everything now.

Tonight, I will choose to be the only Miracle.

Para akong bata na sumisinghap habang nakatingin sa lalaking bumago sa pananaw ko.

Seeing him, standing meters away from me with the cute puppy, reminded me of our first meeting at sa mga sumunod pa nito.

Jakob was cold and distant towards me. His attitude was bad and he clearly doesn't want me for him.

I guess people change.

I don't know his reasons.

Kung bakit niya ako piniling kilalanin pero kung ano man 'yon. I am thankful.

Jakob gave me hope and light.

Siya ang nakakita sa totoong ako kahit na makapal ang maskara ang gamit ko. Instead of asking why, he showed me the how's on every detail in our lives.

He saw the real Ishie Miracle Sandoval.

Jakob saw through me.

He learned to love me. Just the same as he taught me how to love him.

"When Papa proposed the idea of enagaging me to you, I was mad. I couldn't take the idea na ipinagkalulo nila ako. Kaya ko ang sarili ko sa mga desisyon sa buhay. But I was proven wrong, dahil sa unang kita ko pa lang sa mga ngiti mo, sa mga mapupulang labi mo, sa magaganda mong mata, at sa busilak mong puso, I know their decisions were good for me."

"I can still remember hearing you cry in the hospital's bathroom. Nasaktan ako dun, mahal ko. Ang marinig ang mga hikbi mo, ang mga salita na pilit mong sinisiksik sa isipan mo. Doon ko naramdaman ang ibayong gusto sa'yo. I want to show you how beautiful my world is, hindi ako katulad ng ibang lalaki. I can and I promise to love you with my whole goddamn life."

"Crushette Ishie Sandoval, mahal ko. Hindi ako perperktong tao pero kakayanin kong ibigay lahat ng makakaya ko. Alam kong may pagkakataon na masasaktan natin ang isa't-isa pero kumapit ka lang. Nasa sa'yo na ang puso ko at pag-iigihan ko ang makamit ang buong puso mo. Mahalin mo lang ako, at buong buhay kitang liligawan."

Natuod ako sa kinatatayuan ko habang naglalakad siya patungo sa akin.

I can see happiness and adoration in Jakob's orbs.

"I am yours, Miracle. I will fuck us up but I will not let you sleep if I know something's wrong with us."

I let out a sob and covered my mouth with my hands. I am lost but then I found this guy.

He gently put the puppy down the ground at gaya ng tuta ay nanatili rin siya sa damuhan na nakaluhod.

Nanginginig ang kamay ko nang kunin niya ito. He was kneeling while he softly plant small kisses on my fingers.

Jakob's mouth was hot when he kissed my palm. I watch as he played with our fingers.

I was crying and smiling at the same time, looking at his face full of adoration.