Romancing Dominance [BL][COMPLETED]

chapter 5 | romancing dominance

At such a young age I have grown accustomed to what and how people view me as a person.

Everyone assumed na madali lang ang buhay ko dahil isa akong Sandoval, but the truth, it's far from being easy.

Dad has been cleaning mess after mess in our lives. Even my mess, siya ang naglilinis, and I admit that I don't like how clean our image is in front of everybody when it isn't the reality.

The truth, I am bedridden with my responsibility. We all are, there's no excuse for life's twisted humor.

The people around me use me, the things I have, and the opportunities I could provide. I like playing with people's games. Making fun of them and ruining them. I am not a good person. Most people hate me for that.

Above all, I admit, I am a scandalous person.

Issues of me and my name circulate in every social media. At first, I was petrified, and then on an uneventful morning, I woke up feeling nothing.

Gone the scared-y brat. Gone the people pleaser. I made to realize the person society mold me.

I was molded into someone even my father hardly recognizes.

But I am no evil.

I care. I still do.

When people saw the other side of me, they were quick to make judgments. Stories about me were nasty and I hated them for it. I am no evil. I am Ishie, a kind Sandoval.

Well, supposedly. But it's gone now.

It is best hated than loved by those people.

As the only heir of the Sandovals, I need to be perfect!

So, I strived harder.

"Ohhhh wow gulay! Ang ganda mo sir Ishie! Ngayon ko lang nakita na pwede pala talagang maging maganda ang isang gwapo ng sabay!" Ang unang bungad sa akin ng lumabas ako ng kwarto.

I opened my arms at umikot na parang isang prinsesa sa harapan ni Glends.

Tumatalon-talon si Glends sa kinakatayuan at nagpapalakpak habang sayang-saya sa akin.

"Tingin mo magugustuhan kaya ako ng mapapangasawa ko nito?" Ang birong tanong ko kay Glends na nagtatalon pang tumakbo para yumakap sa akin.

I cringed at her smell at tinulak siya.

She's amoy pawis.

In reality, I don't really care what my fiancé would think of me.

I'm sure alam na niya na bakla ang mapapangasawa niya. That's already a shocker on his part.

A part of my mind thinks that I need to be a showstopper to show I was unbothered that my fiancé did not see me after weeks of staying in this place.

I don't want to care but part of me is saying I should.

My ego was hurt, bruised even. Hindi ko matangap na wala ni-isang Buenavista ang humarap sa akin, not until this evening.

I don't like feeling discarded.

Is this how the universe punishes me for my doings? To show me how it felt when discarded and not given any attention like I used to have in the city?

Maybe.

"Yes na yes for you! Ikaw ang magiging circle of attentiveness mamaya sa hapag kainan ng mga Buenavista, sir Ishie!" Nabalik ako sa reyalidad ng marinig ko si Glends.

I faked a laugh to show I was listening.

"Glends, center of attraction kasi 'yun." Ang pagtatama ko sa kaniya.