Why do you have to be so damn fine? Like bruh.
I say looking at Allan doing his homework on the other side of my room.
"Stop looking at me." He says writing something on his paper. I giggle.
"I'm sorry." I apologize & try to do my work. Mmm those arms. He licks his lips. Fuck. He's not making this easy. Control yourself Alex. I can't do this.
I hop off my bed & walk over to Allan & take his book & binder away from him & put it on the floor. Then I sit in his lap facing him, look in his eyes & kiss him. God I loved kissing this nigga. He wrapped his arms around my little waist & pulled me closer to him. He pulled away from me & start kissing & sucking on my neck. I moan. He gets more aggressive & starts biting the spot. I wince at the painful yet pleasurable feeling. His hand starts to roam & finds my core. I immediately jump off him. I want Allan bad but for some reason whenever he touched me like that it sent me back to that moment. With my uncle.
A tear ran down my face. Allan immediately got up & held me. I liked this. I needed this. I just needed to handle my issues & everything would be okay. Allan helps though. He's like my medicine. I knew I had feelings for him now. He was everything I needed. But something in the back of my mind still said he was gonna hurt me && I didn't want that.
"I will never hurt you Alex." He said as if he was reading my mind.
"You don't know that." I say seriously. "Anything can happen." && then in the blink of an eye you're throwing me away like trash. He pulls me off of him to look in my eyes.
"Alex I'm not you're uncle. I'm not those other guys. I understand you've got some issues & I know you're hurt but I'm not gonna do that to you. I've seen all this & I'm still here. I need you Alex. You make me wanna do better. Please just give me time & I'll prove that I'm not like the rest of them bitch niggas." He finishes pulling me back into him. I wrap my arms around him & let him rock us back & forth.
"I'm so sorry AJ." I say starting to cry.
"Hey guys the food is rea-. What's going on?"
"Nothing Ma. It's cool. Me & Allan were just talking & I got emotional." I try to push out a laugh.
"Alright baby." My mom examines me then leaves. She closes the door & I look up at Allan. He wipes away the remaining tears then kisses my nose. I laugh.
"You gay nigga." He throws me over his shoulder & slaps my butt.
"Shutup." He commands more than says. I giggle. Maybe one day I will let go of everything & finally be with him. I want that. I just gotta get my shit together..
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Short I know. Just a little something to keep your minds here. Leave comments, votes, etc. Thank you for reading my story.😍😘
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Teen Fiction"The next morning my parents found me in the basement. They found out what happened & dealt with my uncle. My rapist.. We stayed for a couple years but I couldn't stand to look at that house anymore... My dad worked out a couple things & eventually...
