Babysitting the Bad boy (na mala play boy)✓ •EDITING•

Chapter 36

Chapter 36

Holiday PoV

Magkahawak kamay kaming dalawa at naglalakad pabalik sa Inn. I couldn't help myself to grin everytime our eyes met each other. Ang saya lang kasi sa pakirandam na parang walang problema, sana ganon nalang.

"I want to tell you about nicole, Yes, she is my first love Sakanya ko natutunan kung paano mag-mahal at masaktan. She knew I am a leader of a gang and she accepted me for who I am. Mabait siya at mapagmahal pero nangyari ang kinatatakotan ko ang madamay siya sa magulo kong mundo. She got raped..." his last words squeak. Humigpit ang pagkakahawak ko sakanyang kamay at marahan bumulong, sinasabi ang 'its okay...'

"that night I received hurtful words coming from her mouth. She cursed me for what happened to her dignity, sinampal niya ako katulad ng pagsampal ng lumpastangan sakanya. Not a day goes by that I didn't stop apologizing, telling her I will still accept and love her 'pero isa lang ang paraan upang mapatawad niya ako, Ang sundin ko ang utos niya..."

Huminto kami sa paglalakad at hinarap ko si Cody. May nakikita akong sakit sakanyang mga mata habang inaalala ang nakaraan. I gently caress his knuckles and smiled warmly to assure him that it's okay.

"Shh, it's okay, I love you." ngiti ko ay kanyang sinuklian at yinakap ako.

"she wants me to bring the culprit infront of her. Ayaw kong pumayag holiday, dahil masasaktan lang siya  pagkaharap niya ang bumaboy sakanyang pagkababae. Mahal ko siya kaya ginawa ko ang paraan upang malimutan niya ang nangyari sakanya ang punoin siya ng pagmamahal ko but she said my love wasn't enough, A month later an officer was standing in our living room looking for me, inaaresto sa salang pagpatay kay Adersin Andrada..." ang kapatid ni adison!

"She killed adison's brother?" hindi siya sumagot pero ang katahimik niya ay ang nagpakumpirma sa aking hinala. All this time, delia wasn't telling me the truth? Hindi si Cody ang pumatay sa adesin nayan! All this time it was Nicole herself killed adison's brother and she framed Cody!?

He sigh and burried his face in my neck sniffing me. "Nalaman kong si Nicole ang may kagagawan dahil pinuntahan niya ako sa kulongan. She told me if I love her I need to sacrifice and set her free. It was a fvcking hard choice baby, ako yung nakulong at umalis naman sila sa bansa, iniwan niya ako at sinaktan. Nagtanim ako ng galit sa puso ko at hindi na pahihintulotan pa ang sariling may makapasok pa sa pusong 'to. Nang makalaya sa kulongan ay nag-iba ako, and I need a woman who would tell me if I inadequate and I met morgana, hindi ko alam na kaibigan siya ni nicole but she became my toy and I hate myself for using her but because because what Morgana said I learn that I did inadequate. 'Nagalit ako sa mundo at sinimulan kong mag-aksaya ng oras sa bagay-bagay, until my mother couldn't stand it anymore and hired a freaking babysitter for me. Ang sakit sa ego na binabantay ka na parang bata kaya gumawa ako ng paraan upang paalisin sila, nagtagumpay naman ako hanggang sa dumating ka..."

Namula ang aking pisnge ng tinitigan niya ako. I tried hiding my face with the strands of my hair but it didn't work instead I heard him snicker and kiss my temple.

"You're way more different from the girls I met in my life. I hated your presence because you make me feel alive again and it's a scary feeling to be inlove, pero masarap pala sa pakiramdam ang makita kang tumatawa at mainis. At masakit marinig ang mga salitang binitiwan mo sa gabing 'yun, but seeing you with other man kills me holiday. I'm sorry for all the worst thing I said to you because I never wanted friendship I want a relationship with you. To brag the whole world that I have the most wonderful girlfriend. Ganoon kita kamahal..." humina ang kanyang boses sa dulo at naging bulo ito.

Gusto kong magsalita pero walang lumabas sa akin kundi ang mayakap lang siya ay sapat na upang masabi ko sakanyang mahal ko siya. Naiintindihan ko na lahat at unti-unti ko nang nakilala ang Cody ko.

Narinig ko ang kanyang hininga at hinalikan ang aking nuo. His lips in my forhead bring peace relaxing atmosphere, I felt like I'm in a season with him holding his hand with the feeling that they 'Love.'

"T-thank you for loving me."

Salamat dahil hindi ka sumuko at ipinilit mo. Salamat dahil ipinaramdam mo sa akin na may halaga ako. 'Ngayon gusto kong makasama ka kahit humadlang pa ang mundo lalaban ako kasama ka...