Storytime #5: Just another rant cause insecurity

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I'm obsessed with FunFred to the point where it's scary and I don't know if it's healthy or if there are other sophomores that feel the same way. I'm feeling VERY insecure about myself right now-
Hey at least now you don't have to read that whole chunk of paragraphs below! You still can but you don't have to yayy!! 🥳




I have brought this up before and it is very clear by now that I am a Funtime Freddy simp. Fangirl? Crush? I dunno anymore. It all just blurs together in my head. And yes I'm rambling on about this again fight me-
So today was a combination of things. One-people's analyses on fandoms. And two-having a crush on a fictional character.
First! A lot of people have a crush on fictional characters. I know this cause I saw a Tiktok compilation. Yes very good reasoning I know. But a LOT of these characters are human. If you haven't noticed, Funtime Freddy is not human. This makes me a bit insecure.
Second! I guess FNaF gets called out on the people who simp for killer animatronics...
I mean yes it is kinda abnormal when you put it like that but seriously?? First of all some people CAN'T HELP IT. Some of us didn't sign up for it but here we are and now we're proud so yay. Except I lied, I'm kinda nervous. I mean. When these things are brought up, it's usually "oh yeah you have a crush so you're automatically twelve years old" (And no I don't wanna call you out if you're twelve you do what you wanna do 😉) But then there's the people who turn 15 next month who are like, "yeah is this normal for me to be simping for a robot? Am I somehow too 'old' for this?" 🤨

So yeah...why am I even thinking about this crap?
Becaaauusse, the only family member that knows I'm obsessed with FunFred would be my cousin, who is in fact 12 years old. I mean, she's totally fine with it and honestly, I think it gave her an idea of a birthday gift help I'm scared-
But I'm just worried about what would happen if the rest of my family somehow found out.
And I don't know if this is normal for people my age.
Ah yes today I've been binge watching Funtime Freddy edits like ✨H E C K✨ and this bear took up my entire day today I don't know if this is unhealthy help-
I might delete this chapter after a couple days. Mmmaayybbee.

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