Y/N's POV
We all went back to the room. We sat there all just crying and thinking. No one said a word as Matt stood up and walked over to me. He was holding the note and Shawns phone that the police had given him. He sat down beside me and out his arm around me. I rested my head on his shoulder as I cried. "The note......it has your name on it, its for you" he said crying. He set the note on my lap. Everyone looked at me. The room was completely quiet as everyone silently cried. I opened up the note and began reading,
Y/n, you are probuably crying while you read this but I decided to write you this letter. Something had been telling me for the past few days to write this letter. It's like there is a little voice in my head telling me to write this. I want you to know that I love you. I will always love you. I know that I'm not there but I really am. I want you to marry Matt and have beautiful children and tell them stories about your best friend (their uncle shawn) and I want you to watch the videos you have of me singing and know that I meant every word I sung to you in those songs. I need you to promise me that you will marry him and be happy with him. I want to be responsible for something as amazing as your life. I want you to live.
Okay so I'm going to pick up writing again real quick, I just got in the car and I'm going to get food and Starbucks for the day we have planned. Look, I want you to know that I'm not commuting suicide. I feel like this is what I'm meant to do. I'm not doing it, destiny is doing it. Someone has to die in order for you to live. And I want to save your life so i have a feeling it's gonna be me. I love you and I want you to know that "when we are apart, you'll never be alone" and "I may be far but never gone" and lastly "when you fall asleep tonight just remember that we lay under the same stars" I love you and I always will. Get my phone and watch the videos
Until we meet again,
Shawn xxx
And then the letter was over. As soon as I finished reading the letter I just cried. "Matt" I said. He looked up at me. "Yeah" he asked. "I need you to read this letter, because he talked about you in it. And can I see his phone, I need to try something" I said. I handed him the letter and he handed me the phone. I clicked the home button and his screensaver pulled up, it was the picture I had taken with him on the beach. I started crying again. But this time they were happy tears because we were happy in the picture and we were together. I swiped the screen and realized that he had a word passcode lock. I began thinking about what his password could be. If he told me to watch "the videos" then his passcode would have to be something I knew. I tried my name and it didn't work. I tired MAGCON and It didn't work. Finally I remembered he day he and Matt found my fine account and tried my vine username. It opened. I couldn't believe it. I went to his photos then opened up videos. That's when I discovered what the videos and the last he had ever taken was.
