He said he wanted to marry me.
I responded with a "Yes I want to marry you"
He's hands on with the preparations
I watched and went with everything he plans.
The date was set
The preparations were ready
Pero the night before the wedding I felt scared.
Parang hindi ko kayang maging 'wife'
Marami pa akong balak gawin sa buhay ko
I wanted to become a surgeon, the best one there is
A working individual, earning money independently.
While he wants a family with a wife who'll stay at home
Hindi ko kayang maging yun sa ngayon.
Hindi pa ako handa
At higit sa lahat hindi ako yun
Iba ako.
Hindi ako tatagal sa gusto niyang mangyari
The moment I say "I do"
I'll get locked up in his dreams while I throw away mine.
Magiging puro "SIYA"
Mawawala sakin yung "AKO"
Hindi ko kaya.
Natatakot ako.
The day of the wedding came.
Binigay na sakin nung coordinator yung cue
I started to walk down the isle
I looked at the altar where my future husband is standing
He's smiling
He's very proud
It's like nothing can ruin this day.
Hindi na matutupad ang mga balak ko sa buhay.
Hindi ako magiging masaya sa ganun
I stopped walking.
I backed out.
Then I ran.
I ran as fast as I could
Kailangan kong makalayo
Makalayo sa lahat
Hindi pa ako handang i-give up ang mga pangarap ko para sa kanya
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My Genetically Modified Love
Romance"Is this your idea of a sick joke ha Dave? Papaanong anak ko si Avie? Hindi pa ako nabubuntis at na-nganganak ever in my life!" I felt shock in my whole system. "I cloned you. Anak ng clone mo si Avie, so technically anak mo si Avie because she is o...
4: Going Back A Few Years Ago
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