Addicted to doctor forth ✔

30.It's never too early or late to Reconcile

Beam keeps staring to their conversations, while forth leans to beam ear "jealous much,"

That brings him back to original world, he see max holding nami in his arms she is so giggling happily and hugging max neck, he turns to forth, yesterday forth is silent just to see how long beam can fight him off and beam is not easy he put up a big fight he seriously want forth to be happy, forth was even more determined to have beam, although he is still angry for yesterday's beam behaviour at restaurant he forgives beam because he loves him so much and took it as positive fight which helps them grow their relationship strong

Beam keeps staring to forth, and forth excuses with max and nami to have a talk with beam, he holds an arm around waist asking him walk with him and beam surprisingly did not push the arm away seeing max and nami being close, he is feeling like they are too! And what he is doing, being a proud boyfriend, show off to nami! is that to tease nami, nami gives a teasing smile kissing max cheek, and beam gritted his teeth, last night when he said congratulations, nami did not speak a word and let beam walk off now she is showing off with max, right! He grinned walking away with forth,

Moving to the corner wall he looks to forth who is looking down to him "..drink, milk will turn cold,"

He nod having sips and avoiding forth eyes which are looking at him, he don't want to push away forth, yesterday he felt lot of pain, its too horrible to push forth away, he don't want to do it again, now that he Is having a chance he is not going to repeat the same mistake, it was terrible experience for him

Done with milk forth cleans beam lips with his cuff sleeve and receives the glass he throw that glass into trash can from where he is standing and beam smiled, cheering "...yes."

When forth looks back to him with a smile he stops his smile, he feels forth thumb caressing beam jaw "...don't stop"

He looks to his free side he feels forth holding his forearms and trying to search for beam eyes "yesterday, I was angry, so I did not speak to you beam,"

Beam nod "it was my fault, porr even hit you I am sorry, p'forth" he did not dare to look into forth eyes but he can feel forth squeezing his forearms and trying to look into his eyes but he is on mission of avoiding

"porr did forgiven me,"

Beam nod still looking away "...I am glad, then,"

"I am sorry for forcing..."

Beam shook his head still looking somewhere else "no..no, its not your fault," beam denied, he felt forth leaning closer and forth raged breath is fanning his cheeks which are turning red

"did I make it worst on our first date?"

Beam shook his head "it was good, It's my fault that I spoiled everything,"

At a point, beam felt scared of happiness he is receiving he is on date with forth which is what he could not believe! Unexpected his insecurities poured in and he could not withstand he was afraid if this continues he could not back off, what if past haunts him again? He suddenly flipped their date page and everything turned worst and the pain he felt was horrible he thought he is going to die in any moment he put up to fight with himself which he never do, now after being in forth arms again he cannot think of moving away anymore, he cannot do this to himself, he understands he loves forth more he cannot withstand to see forth with anyone

"...I will make it for our next date,"

Beam feel sorry for making forth feeling guilty, he is the one who spoiled their date, yesterday when he sees the steak his emotions took a turmoil, he cannot eat the steak, he felt weak all of a sudden, he cannot even eat steak with forth how can he imagine a life with forth, forth can have someone in his life who can share a steak and blend coffee and can clean dust! And do everything for forth which he cannot he felt so weak so worst being a man he feels worst like he cannot do anything atleast a girl does, he knew masculinity had nothing to with this, but his situation is telling him how weak and worthless he is, he easily get tired and sick, having dust allergy, cannot lift weight, he is far worst than his grandmother who is still working at this age..