Addicted to doctor forth ✔

28.Feeling sorry

Observing and sensing without stopping in the hall he walked to kitchen to mix some coffee before he faints, he firstly washes his hands and face thinking to get some anti-allergic drops, his nose and eyes getting uncomfortable

He searching in the fridge for milk and any instant coffee powder, he don't know how to blend coffee beans but today he desperately wants to have some caffeine for his headache

Nami and forth walks in "want some coffee beam,"

Beam looks to nami and observes forth avoiding him as if he is almost invisible that hurts him he keeps looking to forth who had dark shades under his eyes and speaks to nami

Beam gets the milk carton and a refill to mix coffee he sense forth looks to him while beam places a vessel to boil milk and then mix the refill In it

nami again ask, "I can came a good coffee with beans nong beam,"

beam gives her a faint smile "..its okay, p'nami, I will have this refill,"

"your eyes and nose turned red," nami worriedly ask secretly tugging on forth back to speak to beam but forth is tight lipped

Beam nods "...I have dust allergy, its nothing to worry p'nami,"

Nami says "okay, let me blend coffee beans for you,"

Forth is helping nami with coffee beans bag, he is standing beside forth, he murmured "I am sorry, last night porr hits you because of me. I am sorry p'forth," he apologized

Forth looks to watery eyes and red nose he nods "its okay, I deserve that, it was my mistake, I am sorry for forcing.."

Nami listening to the conversation she cheers "its okay, now get reconcile," she pushes on forth shoulder who slightly bumps onto beam where beam holds forth bicep and forth swiftly move away from the touch "sometimes it's good to let go, I am willing to do that,"

Hearing that beam heart curls up to fresh sets of tears forming in his eyes

"okay..okay, let's not bring up the topic again," she ushers beam out while beam keeps looking back to nami trying to make forth smile and he remembers their moments in kitchen suddenly nami presence is making him jealous, he heard forth saying to nami "my father never hits me, this might be first time..."

The certain hurt in forth voice is trembling him, It was because of him, he should have been careful he been hurting he feels bad for David hitting on forth

"look where you walking" lam yells on beam and beam rubs his chest he accidentally collided with the box he apologizes repeated like a lost fool and lam was taken aback while forth stares to lam for raising voice on beam, it seems like lam purposefully raised voice on beam for forth breaking their friendship and not talking to him

Lam shoves the box to beam arms "make it fast..beam,"

He tires good to hold the heavy box, nami joins him holding the box for beam giving a good smile to him "its okay," she stares to lam asking him with her eyes on 'what lam is upto?'

Beam is feeling embarrassed of himself, he nothing useful he feels like he don't worth, he cannot work, he cannot get tired, he easily gets sick, cannot eat all foods, cannot put up with dust, he is easily gets anxious whereas nami is different who can do everything for forth, she can blend coffee, she can help lam in moving the boxes she even went on a walk with forth, might be nami can do anything and everything to forth, why he is comparing himself to nami? And now what is the use in crying over something which he pushed away with his own hands

Lam gives him a betrayal glare he knew he lost the last strings with lam who treats him like a brother he just accepts his defeat, he walks to the room to help nami to clean up the boxes he is going against his energy he cannot lift heavy weights because of the surgery he had just he will feel fatigue and breathless for lifting overweighing things and he is not immune he will be prone easily to dust yet he is putting up a fight for what? to prove what? what exactly he wants?