Addicted to doctor forth ✔

22.Stop loving me

He is thinking to move out before forth sees him, but thinking its not good to leave without saying a proper thank you, he is having vivid memories of forth taking care of him all night

His nostrils smell some celery soup and his stomach grumbled he is embarrassed telling himself to walk away go to his room have a fresh bath and have some breakfast, he remember forth returning back his wallet he searched his pockets and went back to bedroom, but he could not find his wallet on bed side, decided to ask forth

Walking to kitchen the strong scent of soup smell is making him lick his lips he walks to forth who is serious concentrated on cooking

"..um," he is embarrassed to make such sound, as if he want an attention

Forth turned to the source of voice and smiled "...how are feeling now?"

Such caring tone and those worried eyes with a pale smile, noticing all the care he nod "..i am feeling good, thank you doctor,"

Hearing the word doctor, he turned off the stove which he finished cooking while beam asking "...I am here to ask my wallet, sorry for troubling you all night, I will take my leave, doctor,"

Seconds of controlling and not wanting to control his emotion, he firmly pinned beam to kitchen counter bracing his edge of palms on kitchen counter gauzing beam nervous face of closed eyes. He keeps looking to beam until beam shoulders were relaxed and eyes trying to peak

Beam fully re-open his eyes to see forth intense glare on him with a tilt of head and the exposed side profile of neck, he gulped at the intimacy of close contact he toes circled and motioned to move an inch back only to find there is no more place to move back

"...stop calling me doctor?"

Beam gives an annoyed face "..let me go, why your stopping me?"

"...first, answer my question"

There is a certain tone in forth voice giving a chill to beam he stared to the serious glaring eyes "...I ..I already explained you yesterday,"

"...stop addressing me as a doctor," he warned him

Understanding the warning beam denied

"...do what I say!"

Beam blinked his eyes at the shout "...this is how you treat a patient"

"...my husband"

Beam eye rolled "...I am not." He tried to push on forth shoulder but seeing forth still in same posture he sighed "...don't do this let me go, I already told you last night, I am not so into you!"

"....i am not talking about our past, I love you, I want to marry you"

Beam chuckled "..is this a proposal,"

This time forth tilt his head to right side feeling a hard thumps against his ribs it took him lots of courage to say those words, he is scared of being rejected again "...yes its, give me a chance,"

Beam stunned for a bit not getting what to say, he cannot be cruel and hurt his love whom he is loving since ages he just tiredly look down feeling bad for himself he is mostly scared to look back into those loveable eyes what if he get lost in those eyes, what if his potential of being determined be lost in the name of forth

He was gently pulled into warm hug and beam tightly shut his eyes he want to cherish these hugs and talks with forth but all he doing was being scared and fighting to get away from the hug, he don't want to yet he want to be hugged

He stayed still while cupped his face making him look into those caring eyes filled with so much of love, he just slightly darted his eyes to look over forth shoulder "....beam, don't make me do something which I will regret love, please,"

'love' that words itself made beam melt in sweetness and curled his heart with emotions, he feels forth thumb caressing his cheek asking him to look at him, but no he was reluctant, he tried to move away but forth was holding him in strong grip and not letting him move away, forth forehead leaned over beam cheek wetting with tears "....sorry beam,"

'sorry!' for what! beam gulps his throat down, for what forth is sorry for! Feeling his cheek being wet his eyes widen for forth shedding tears, he worriedly held a hand on forth shoulder but his fingers curled retrieving them back, no he is not going to do that, he pushed away forth, feeling his hand got pinched by pins "...sorry" he apologized to walk away

But forth roughly pulled beam back to him throwing him towards the counter and beam balance himself facing forth, its forth did not use much force and he did not get hurt but the way forth pulled him as if he is discipline his overplaying kid caught some shiver of fear in beam face he look back to forth glaring him, struggling to speak out, beam rooted to his spot

Forth marched his steps forward while beam backs up to the counter edge feeling the end of the counter edge he cannot move back anymore while forth is staring to him

"...listen"

The heavy voice made beam to stop his attempts and look back to forth saying he is listening like he asked for "...form now your doing like I said"

Beam gives a nervous answer "...w...hat?"

Forth nod "...your doing it?"

Beam is about to shake his head when he find forth was leaning more closer to him he turned his head away shutting his eyes tight, while forth lean in to beam pink ear "...your doing it, I am not planning to give your wallet back, your staying here and going to have one week complete bed rest,"

The tempo in forth voice is making his knees tremble, before he could speak anything he was getting dragged out form the kitchen, the tight grip he is yelling and trying to get his grip out form the hand, lam and David, who came back from jogging just now and relaxing in sofa, seeing beam and forth, david voice raised "....what is going on here?"

Beam hung his head down with forth still not leaving his wrist, "....he needs rest, last night he faint and had fever too, he needs rest and I am asking him to put him to bed and he will some proper rest, he is being stubborn so I am locking him up,"

David just nod for his son determination and lam just walk off as if he did not listen anything

"...but don't hurt each other,"

"sure, phor" he answered again pulling silent beam along as if he is a kid and closed the bedroom door, locking the room door he walks to the closet picking a shirt and short and a fresh towel placing them on bed, he pulls beam hand along to the washroom, he gives him a new tooth brush and toiletries required to shower "...fresh up"

Beam stood still without buzzing he only looks to the white tiled bathroom floor as if they are interesting, and forth nudged his shoulder "...hello, I don't have all the time, I am a doctor too, make it fast,"

"...what right to do have on me?" he yelled back with red eyes

And forth stubbornly grabbed angry beam into his arms and his hand raised to beam collar undoing two buttons he held the rings on beam neck "...is not it enough"

Beam struggled to get away from the arm "...don't try, this time I am not allowing you,"

He closed his eyes nodding to forth and forth smiled giving a soft hug "...don't be scared,"

Beam closed his eyes letting his tears fall and wet forth chest

Circling beam small back he again repeated "....don't be scared love, I swear I will make everything alright, all you have to do is allow me to embrace you,"

Beam punched hard on forth chest "...leave me alone," he sobbed higher and his cries were muffling into forth chest

While forth held beam hand "...don't hurt yourself,"

Beam keeps his face deep buried into forth chest he keeps asking him leave yet he is holding forth shirt tighten between his fingers, forth keeps hugging him "...have one week rest, I arrange everything for you to stay here, fresh up, on more tears love,"

"....stop loving me," he cried into forth chest

He drops a kiss on top of beam head before moving out..

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