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21.Stop 'sweetening' me!

"....might be it's a puppy love or crush, is what others say, and do you also felt the same,"

Beam surely remembered his school days, he is definite that their feelings are more than a crush and puppy love, of course people don't believe them they use to say it's a puppy cute love story, but he himself knew how serious they both were with each other.

And beam use to listen to forth being sincere and serious with him and he was taken all care and love form forth he himself knew how much he love the latter and how serious he is to have a relationship with this man, but its always his health, which bite back on him and make him hold back to get close to his precious man who loves him more and more as if beam is forth, yes forth loves him more than he loves himself or anyone, that is what beam felt when forth is with him

He shook his head "....i know you were serious," he gulped trying to look down as if he done a mistake in hurting forth feelings

Forth felt tears forming in his eye ".....is it because you realised your feelings for girls, is that why you left me? is it like your experimenting and exploring your choices and I am just fish of your catch, later you realised you feelings for girls and you don't like me, like you like girls," he almost choked saying those words

Beam felt shock creeping his feverish body, he never liked girls he never even like any other man except for forth, he is true to his feelings, he never cheat on forth neither he never experimented on forth feelings, forth is his life and love he don't understand where such misunderstandings are coming from

Beam raised head to meet the angry gaze "...I don't have to answer our past, it over, and I tell you multiple times that I am over-over you, I don't have any feelings left for you, I don't want you, please don't get hurt anymore because of me, leave me, you will get a better person than me,"

He gulped strongly holding his tears in tired eyes

Forth flared back "....just answer my question, do you already have someone important in your life,"

Feeling dizzy he slightly shook his head

A smiled formed on forth lips he understand the caring words even in the rejection 'please don't get hurt anymore because of me, leave me, you will get a better person than me,'

Beam gasped for forth suddenly pulling him into his arms and their chest collided softly he squealed to get out but forth hugged him tight "...shh"

The soft hushing is making beam vulnerable his raged breaths are getting irregular his face is buried into forth chest

Feeling the warm breath, he heard beam cry "...leave m.e"

And that mostly sound like 'don't leave me' and forth tighten his arms around the sobbing beam, assuring him he is not going to leave him

Beam is throwing his tiny fist on forth chest and clenched the shirt in a tight grip he is sobbing more and more he is already tired and weak while forth is melting his walls he could not stand to his knees, he was limping onto forth

Forth worriedly raises him into his arms and runs to his bedroom he tucks him to bed and check his temperature , he did not wonder his guess is true form the start when he see beam standing to the kitchen entrance

He sees beam fighting to close his eyes and he caressed beam forehead "...sleep,"

The soft assurance made him close his eyes he can still feel forth fingers caressing his cheek then he drifts to sleep, forth hurriedly changes his clothes into a normal shirt and trousers collecting his wallet he runs to the pharmacy which is in the down floor

He comes back with medicines back and cool patches, collecting a glass of water and pills he placed the tray on bed side desk, he sits beside beam helping to wake up and have pills, drinking the pills, forth helps him to sleep back.

Beam coughs and complained "...room is spinning,"

Forth holds his hand to assure him he was their, a minute later he placed a cool patch on beam forehead, when beam shivered he softly whispered holding his hand

The pills are making him sleepy and he was shivering to the cool patch he tries to room the patch off form his head, forth caged him hugging beam close into his chest,

Beam whined but he closed his eyes feeling his burning eyes are getting relaxed, a moment later beam asked Forth "Where did you learn you love me?"

Beam asked for forth to say about that, Forth smiled and felt happy for the pills side effect.

Forth had a memory of where one time beam stood for forth to the bully even though he can't knock them, Beam chuckled and smiled shyly and confessed he did it only for forth..Then they talked about another sweet flashback..of forth buying an ice cream for beam who loves to eat ice cream when its raining...

Forth using this opportunity he asked when beam almost closing his eyes "Beam why did you reject me?"

"My dad...." he said and closed his eyes

Forth repeated the words and confused and regretted for asking sooner.. but his face paled when he heard barely audible whisper "... I am sick"

"..hey, sweet" forth worried voice filled in beam ear

"...stop sweetening me," he whined closing his eyes and drifting to sleep

While with a small and worried smile he keeps caressing beam hair 

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