Addicted to doctor forth ✔

21.Stop 'sweetening' me!

He look down to his fingers which are shaking for being swat away tear drops fell onto his fingers with splitting head ache coming back to him, he stood to his knees and padded slowly towards the closed room door

He slightly knock on the door, he don't want to walk away when forth is not feeling good, he wants to see if forth is alright! And he is worrying for the man suddenly throwing his temper

The door was burst open with anger flaring wet eyes and messy hair, beam trembled to speak while forth ask "...so you have a girlfriend?"

"...girl..friend," beam spell the word as if he is knew to spell the word

Forth was more tighten to speak back he don't want to sound like a child and cry for beam to come back to him he shook his head "...nothing,"

Beam forehead frown in worry "...any work stress?"

That soothing caring tone sounds like his mother caring which he missed a lot, tears beamed in forth eyes and nostrils flared for a second

Beam held his knuckles on forth forehead "...did you catch any cold?"

Feeling the touch forth closed his eyes for a second, when he felt beam drops his hand he look back to beam eyes

"...have dinner, let's talk if something is troubling you?"

Forth nod looking to the opposite dining hall over beam shoulder the dinner he prepared while thinking how much he loves beam and how beams holds his complete heart

Hearing the soft words, forth could not talk back to beam, he walks to the dining table in silence they are having the dinner which is still warm and its soothing every bit of beam sore soul

After having dinner, beam is asking "....what happen, any problem with work?" he asked he could not sit still when forth is like a tired soul he wants to know the reason and comfort him

But he only gets a deep silence and forth walking away, suddenly he felt the loneliness hit him strong in his heart he cannot take the feeling being rejected

He stand up and walks to leave when he is about to unlock the main door to leave he felt dizzy and he heard some rough voice "wait up!"

He paused to unlock the bolt and turned to the source of his favourite person voice and stands to his spot watching forth taking his angry steps towards him

"...here" forth is giving his wallet back

And beam stare back to forth eyes with guilt and sad eyes

Forth urged his hand for beam to take the wallet back, which means forth don't want to see him,

He is so tired to hold back the sadness, now why! Why forth is handing his wallet back, he wants to meet forth daily with this reason he is feeling so good to have this wallet as a reason to meet forth now he will not have a chance to meet forth

Mist formed in beam eyes "why..?" his breath shortened and lips trembled to speak

Forth gives a confused frown, should not beam feel happy to have his wallet back and now what with that tired face and all

"..what!...why?,"

Beam half shook his head, his hand shivered to raise and take the wallet, when he find his energy to take his wallet back his fingers shivered while holding onto edge of the wallet his chin and lips trembled

But forth held the wallet back "....answer me one question beam,"

Beam was taken aback he look back to gauzing forth eyes which are saying he is tired and sad too, he nod for forth to ask whatever its