Boy Meets Evil || kσσkv

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So now here they were, cuddled up against each other. Taehyung's back against Jungkook's chest while Jungkook's arm was hugging Taehyung but not for long as Taehyung grabbed Jungkook's hand and started to play? with it but Jungkook didn't mind one bit. The two laid there in silence just enjoying each other at the moment. Then Taehyung laid on his back, still close to Jungkook while playing with Jungkook's hand. "You didn't kill him did you?" Taehyung suddenly brought up and Jungkook totally forgot he didn't kill Taehyung.

Although Jungkook knew he should have killed Yoongi, he couldn't. Yoongi was clearly lost in rage and all the poor boy wanted was revenge for what happened. Though in that mindset, Yoongi too changed a ton of people just as Jungkook did. "Are you mad?" Jungkook asked Taehyung who took a minute before he shook his head, "You gave him a chance. Everyone deserves at least one chance right? Even if he scares the living daylights out of me." Taehyung mumbled the last part which had Jungkook brushing Taehyung's hair back.

"Did I ever tell you what I did in the past to make Yoongi hate me so much?" Jungkook asked Taehyung since he couldn't remember if he did. Though when Taehyung shook his head, Jungkook breathed in and nodded with a slight smile. "You killed a lot of people, I know that much." Taehyung grabbed at Jungkook's hand again and played with his fingers. "... Yeah. Yeah I killed a lot of people." Jungkook gulped at that, "Including Yoongi. It's... a long story but-"

Looking at Taehyung who looked lost as ever, Jungkook decided to finally tell Taehyung the whole truth about how it all came to be. From Sept. 1st, 1914 when his family was murdered by Hoseok and his friend who Hoseok still refuses to talk about to him turning, being 'trapped' for two years then his killing spree that he did not like talking about whatsoever but even then Taehyung didn't look at Jungkook any different. "Then Taesoo came along, right?" Taehyung nibbled his bottom lip. Pausing for a moment, Jungkook smiled a bit before he nodded.

"Yeah... then Taesoo came along." Jungkook looked at Taehyung who was staring at the ceiling above. "How was that like? You never talk about him... which is weird considering he was like... your first love right?" Taehyung asked since he was curious about these things. Wanting to understand Jungkook and his feelings is all Taehyung wanted to do. There was so much to Jungkook, so many stories to hear and he just couldn't get enough. "Without Taesoo I probably would have been dead. I was in the dark before Taesoo. Was about to kill myself for all the bad things I did. I didn't deserve to live, I really didn't and still don't but... Taesoo made me feel worth something."

Taehyung hummed at that, "He was the light to my darkness I guess you can say." Jungkook finished with that but he knew he shouldn't leave it at that so he carried on. "From what I could tell back then, Taesoo was my first love for sure but I don't feel like I was his," Jungkook admitted to Taehyung and even to himself. It was always in the back of his head. "But... why wouldn't you be?" Taehyung asked and Jungkook shrugged, "He loved me... to an extent. He loved me more when he didn't know I was a vampire. After he found out what I was, he was different."

Jungkook breathed in and out, "I don't blame him. I would have looked at myself the same way but... you taught me something." Jungkook smiled to himself once Taehyung looked at him with a hint of curiosity followed by a scared expression. "Even if I am dead I can still live. I didn't think like that before. I thought... if I'm dead then I might as well just hate every second of it... and I did. I hated every single second, even with Taesoo. I couldn't find anything about myself that I liked, until you." Jungkook bit his lip at his own confession.

"You reminded me what it was like to live and I fell in love with that. I fell in love with life, with you." Jungkook laughed at his words but shrugged it off, "And for the first time in my whole lifetime, I feel happy. With you, I feel happy all the time. So yes, Kim Taesoo was my first love but you... hold so many firsts for me and if anything I want you to be my last love because I can't find myself being this happy with anyone else. Absolutely no one else... just you."

"But." Jungkook just had to ruin it. "I want you to have a normal life without all this vampire crap. You were never supposed to be involved-" Jungkook explained but Taehyung shook his head and shut up Jungkook before he said something stupid. "But I am involved Jungkook. I'm involved and you can't just decide when I can't be involved. This wasn't my choice but it's my choice now and I want to be involved." Taehyung finished which had Jungkook scoffing as he looked at Taehyung.

"Okay, maybe not involved with other vampires but with you. I want to be with you, all day every day." Taehyung winced as he moved a bit. His sides were killing him but he still managed to get the words out. "I taught you things right? To be alive, to love yourself but you also did the same to me. Before you I was... I was lost." Taehyung looked a bit saddened. "I didn't want to admit that I was but I was. I was so lost with my life that I felt out of place and just wanted... needed! to find something that made me feel complete and nothing ever made me feel complete... until you."

"You came and something just switched? From the first time I saw you I knew there was just something about you I couldn't shake off. Then piece by piece you showed me your real self and I just couldn't help but fall in love with you even though I knew I shouldn't have. I should have been scared right? anything but in love with you but... I fell, god I fell hard and now we're here. It's messy and complicated but that's okay because i'd rather be messy and complicated with you than to go back to being lost in this big world all alone. Why be lost when I have my home right in front of me?"

Those words... made Jungkook feel some type of way? It was like Taehyung shared the exact same feelings as Jungkook did which was unbelievable for Jungkook. Being out in the open about his feelings was new to Jungkook that's for sure. "I don't want to ruin you." Jungkook sat up this time and cupped Taehyung's face but this time Taehyung spoke, "I was ruined long before you came by Jungkook. I'm okay with being ruined as long as you are with me." And yet Taehyung still had all the right words.

"What are you trying to say hm? You want to date a dead guy?" Jungkook couldn't help but crack a small joke. God he was never like this with anyone but Taehyung just knew how to bring this other side out of him and he loved it. With a laugh, Taehyung nodded. "Why not? I'm adding a little more spice to my life." Taehyung shrugged while Jungkook fell back on the bed with a laugh. "You don't even like spicy food yet-" Jungkook went crossed eyed from trying to look at the hand that was covering his mouth. "I may not like spicy food but I like you so shut up."

Jungkook bit his lip. At the beginning of this whole thing he didn't want to have any romantic feelings with Taehyung but at this point there was no going back. "And you're sure about this? about me? Cause Taehyung I'm... I'm not-" Jungkook couldn't even form words since he wasn't sure what to say or do but that all went away when Taehyung cupped Jungkook's face and kissed him softly. It lasted a couple seconds before Taehyung pulled away. "I'm sure. I'm sure I want you." Taehyung whispered to Jungkook while their foreheads were against each other.

Before they could get carried away with anything though, there was a knock at the door and soon Namjoon was entering the room. "... Hoseok is asking for you." Namjoon avoided eye contact with Jungkook and was less lively than he was before. That caused Jungkook to worry a little bit only because he remembered how Namjoon told him that Hoseok was injured. "What is it Namjoon?" Jungkook asked while sitting up from the bed. "Hoseok-" Namjoon started off but Jungkook stopped Namjoon. "What is it." Jungkook repeated himself.

Namjoon couldn't even look up as his eyes were red and it wasn't because he was hungry. These red eyes were from crying and the moment he looked up and saw Jungkook, he couldn't help but have his voice break as he spoke, "He's dying..."