Worth of Loving You (A Phase Of; Series #1)

Kabanata 39

Kabanata 39

My eyes were fluffy when I woke up just like the past few days. It's been three days and Deyan didn't even respond to my messages after Kiana and I met.

Gusto kong isipin na totoo ang lahat. Na baka ay naghihiganti lang si Deyan sa akin sa mga nagawa raw ni Daddy sa pamilya nya.

Ilang araw ko na ring iniiwasan at hindi binibisita si Daddy sa kanyang kwarto dahil mabigat ang loob ko sa kanya. Kung sakali mang totoo nga iyon, hindi ko na alam ano ang iisipin.

"Bebe, okay ka lang ba talaga?" nagaalalang tanong sa akin ni Ate Yvette. I smiled weakly and nodded.

"Ay, ganoon? Pansin ko kasi parang ang down mo these days. Nagaalala na kami ng Kuya Pette mo." aniya.

"H'wag kang mag-alala, Ate. Siguro ay pagod lang ako palagi sa trabaho." I lied.

"Na pe-pressure ka ba dahil sa kalagayan ni Daddy? Do you want Pette to take over your position for the mean time para naman makapag-bakasyon ka? Ang lalim na rin ng mata mo! Napangit ka na..." exaggerated nyang sinabi. Halos umirap nalang ako nang paypayan nya ang sarili.

"Ayos lang ako, Ate. Hindi rin ako na pe-pressure. Hindi lang ako makapag-antay na gumaling si Dad, nakaka-miss din kasi sya... I'm just having a little bit of prob sa paghahandle ng company but...it's okay. The company is doing well." I smiled assruingly.

Ang totoo ay hindi ako makapag-trabaho nang ayos nitong nakaraang araw. Many thoughts kept on bothering my mind and all I could do is to cry all of my frustrations.

"Sigurado ka, ah? H'wag kang mag-pabaya sa kalusugan mo. Soon to be CEO ka pa!" aniya at natawa kaya napatawa nalang rin ako. We hugged each other and I felt at peace knowing that I still have my sister to lean on when it comes to times like this.

Another two days had passed and I kept on waiting for Deyan's message.

But I received nothing.

I frustratingly held my head and took out my phone. My mind can't think straight.

Ang alam ko lang ay nasasaktan na talaga ako.

Deyan, pwede naman natin itong pag-usapan. Bakit kailangan mo na naman akong iwanan sa ere?

I typed a message for him while tearing up.

Ako:

Let's end this.

I want you to stop pursing me.

Don't show yourself to me anymore.

I gripped my phone tightly when I saw that it was already sent. Ngayon ay parang ginapangan na ako ng matinding kaba.

Ano ka ba, Yukari! Natural na magsesend iyon dahil may load ka!

Wala akong ginawa sa office kundi ang tumulala sa mga papeles na nasa table ko. I've been pre-occupied since last week. Miske si Kara ay nagaalala na. I'd just nod and smile just to assure her that I'm okay which is completely a lie.

Sa gitna ng pagkatulala ko, bumukas ang pintuan ng office ko at iniluwa non si Kara...at Winona?

"Ma'am, she's Ms. Winona, a supermodel from Las Vega. She have an appointment today and wants to talk about the furnitures she saw online..." Kara explained further. I stared at Winona and I must say that she completely changed, sa pisikal na pangangatawan palang.

She's more taller now. She got this hourglass body and gorgeous walk. She matured and grew up beautifully.

Kara excused herself and went out.