Renegades//Dnf

28| twenty eight|28

Quick fact: I once made multiple smut chapters at church.
I'm aethiest.

~Dreams POV~

I watch as George calls the pizza place and orders.
"Dream! What kind of pizza do you want?"
"Uh..pepperoni?"
"Yeah I'll have one pepperoni pizza"
He puts his phone down and walks over to me.

"Hi" I say.
"Come here I gotta check you again for scars to make sure you haven't been cutting"
"Ughh" I groan.
I take off my shirt as he checks.
"Alright just old scars"
"Baby I know you don't like to do it but I have to I'm sorry" he says hugging me.

"Why do you have to?"
"Because I can't have you hurting yourself" he says.
"Oh"
I hear the doorbell ring and figure that the pizzas here.
George goes downstairs and gets it as I wait upstairs.
"Baby! Come down here! The pizzas here"
"Alright"
I run downstairs and see George at the bottom.

"Stop running your gonna hurt yourself baby" he says grabbing me and laughing.
"Okay okay" I say.
I go and get a slice of pizza.
"Baby you sure you only want that much? You haven't been eating a lot"
"Mhm! I'm fine don't worry" I say getting a plate and putting the slice of pizza on it.
"Ok.."

We both sit on the couch and eat, George having his arm around me.
"So what was the hospital like?" He asks.
"Eh. I stayed in my room a lot."
"Oh. Do you remember what happened last night?"

I look at him confused.
"No?"
"You had a panic attack"
"Oh"
Sorry" I apologize.
"Don't be sorry baby it isn't your fault" he says.

"But didn't I keep you awake?"
"No it's fine" he says putting his plate aside, picking me up, and putting me on his lap.
"Your mine" he says, being touchy.
"I know"

"I'm so lucky to have you baby" he says running his hand through my hair.
"Yeah same"
"And your lucky you didn't die"
"But I wanted to.."
"Baby please don't kill yourself I can't lose you"

"I know but it's hard"
"I know it's hard but I can't lose you, love"
I lay my head on his shoulder as he kisses my head.
"Can we go to your room?" I ask.
"Yeah of course" he says getting up.
He puts the pizza in the fridge and we walk upstairs.
"Baby come here" he says motioning to me.

I walk over to him and sit on his lap.
"Baby can we lay down?" I ask.
"Nuh uh I just want you to sit on my lap" He says kissing me.
"Please?"

The next thing you know, I was tackling him down, both of us laughing.

"Ack! Dream!"
He lays down and lets me rest my head on his chest, kissing my head.
"Baby I feel dizzy" i whine.
"Here let's get you some water" He says.
"Okay" he gets up and we both go to the kitchen.

"Alright here" He says handing me the cup.
"Thanks" i take it and drink it. 

~George's POV~

"Baby come here" I say motioning for him to come over to me so I can pick him up.
He walks over and hugs me.
"Aw what's that for" I ask hugging back.
"I just wanna cry. I feel so dizzy and sick and wanna cry so badly but I'm embarrassed"

"Hey don't be embarrassed to cry bubs. Let it out I'm here" I say picking him up.
He then starts sobbing uncontrollably into my shoulder.
"Shhh I'm here" I say walking while carrying him to my room.
I sit on the edge of the bed and put Dream on my lap.
"Shh..Shh I'm here for you baby I'm here" I say rubbing his back, feeling him shake from his sobbing.
"Hey..is it alright if I ask some questions to distract you?" I ask calmly.

"I just wanna lay down"
"Okay come on let's lay down baby"
I lay down and still hold him by his waist, laying him down beside me.
He pushes his face into my chest and shakes a bit.
"Shhh I love you so so much" I say trying to comfort him.
"I-I can barely breath.." he cries.
"Okay can you try and take some deep breaths with me?"
He nods in response so I get up and set him on my lap.
"Alright baby is it okay if I touch you?"

"Yeah"
I put a hand on his shoulder and we take some deep breaths.
"Baby your okay I'm here" I say rubbing his back.
I pull him close to me and kiss his head.
"Please don't leave me George.." he says calming down a bit.
"Shh don't worry I won't leave you" I tell him reassuringly.

"Please don't.. I can't lose you"
"Baby do you feel comfortable with doing therapy or something?"
His eyes fly open and he looks up at me.
"No..please don't? Please"
"Would you do it if I'm there with you?"
"Maybe..uh..yeah"
"Alright I'll get you in soon. And don't worry. I'll be with you the whole time okay?"
"Okay" he says. 
I rub his back a bit and kiss him.
"I love you baby" I whisper.