Renegades//Dnf

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⚠️TW: Pills, yelling, crying, mentions of suicide⚠️
~clays POV~
"I love you too Georgie" I say.
We drive back home and then we watch a movie. He lays his head on my shoulder and soon enough he falls asleep.
Suddenly I see tears streaming down George's face.
~George's POV~
𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙡𝙠 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙨𝙚.
"𝘿𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢 𝙞𝙢 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚!"
𝙉𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙚.
"𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙮 𝙞𝙢 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚!"
𝙉𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙚 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣.
𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙡𝙠 𝙪𝙥𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙨 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙢.
"𝘿𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚-"
𝙊𝙝 𝙣𝙤.
𝙃𝙚 𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙧. 𝙇𝙞𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨. 𝙋𝙖𝙡𝙚. 𝙃𝙤𝙡𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙.
"𝙣𝙤 𝙣𝙤 𝙣𝙤 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚."
𝙄 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮.
𝙉𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜.
"𝘿𝙍𝙀𝘼𝙈 𝙉𝙊 𝙋𝙇𝙀𝘼𝙎𝙀 𝘿𝙊𝙉𝙏 𝘿𝙊 𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙎 𝙏𝙊 𝙈𝙀"
𝙄 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜. 𝙃𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜.
𝙒𝙝𝙮?
𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜.
"𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢..𝙬𝙝𝙮?"
𝙄 𝙙𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙄 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙮 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙡𝙞𝙘𝙚.
𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣𝙩 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥. 𝙃𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙙.
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I wake up crying again.
"George-?" I hear dream say.
"Hmm?"
"Why are you crying?"
"Nightmare again." I answered.
"George I'm getting worried about you. You've been getting them a lot."
"Mhmm" I say groggily.
"What are they about?" He asked curiously.
"Uhm- well the one I had just now was like- I came home and yelled your name but you didn't answer and then I ran upstairs trying to find you and-" I said quickly.
"Hey. Slow down George. Breath." He reassures me.
"Okay- sorry. So I ran upstairs and found you in the bathroom with a pill bottle in your hand and you committed suici-" I couldn't even finish it without crying.
"George. Shh. I'm okay. I'm not gonna commit suicide okay? Just breath. It's gonna be okay." He says to me.
~Clays POV~
I pull George close and hug him.
"I love you Georgie. It's okay. Im not gonna commit suicide. I promise."
𝑊𝑒'𝑟𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡?
𝑌𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒. 𝑊𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒.
"I love you too clay" He says.
Suddenly George falls back asleep and so do I.