Renegades//Dnf

25| twenty five| 25

Credits to: teefumz on Twitter for the fanart:)

⚠️TW: anxiety attack⚠️
(Btw please actually use these methods when your having an anxiety attack it helps)
I cried while making this.

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~quackitys POV~

I wake up in the middle of the night and hear nick having a panic attack.
I quickly get up and look at him.
"Nick are you okay?" I ask.
He doesn't answer me, as if he can't hear me.

I see him rocking back and forth sobbing.
I run out of the room and get Karl.
"Karl?! Wake up please I think nick is having a panic attack!"
"W-Wha?" He says rubbing his eyes.
"Just- come on!" I say pulling him to nicks room.

I watch as he runs to nick and tries talking to him.

~Karl's POV~

I see nick shaking back and forth sobbing, holding his hands on his ears.
"Hey..nick can you try and take deep breaths with me?" I say putting my hand on his cheek as he flinches.
"I'm gonna count to 10 okay? Take deep breath's with me alright?"

"O-Okay.."
"One..two..three.." I say taking deep breath's with him.
"Four..five..six.." I say.
"Come on baby we're almost done you can do it"

"Quackity can you go get a cup of water?"
"Mhm" he says as I watch him go and get nick some water.
"Seven..eight..Nine.."
"Come on one more bubs"
"10"

I see that his breathing has slowed down but he's still sobbing.
I hold up 3 fingers.
"Can you tell me how many fingers im holding up?"
"T-Two?"
"Your close!"
"Thr-three?"
"Yeah good job!"

"Can you name 5 things you can see for me?"

"Y-You..the bed..uhm.."
"Your doing a good job baby keep going"
I watch as quackity comes in and sets the cup for water on the bedside table.
"Quackity..my legs.."
"Come on nick, one more your doing great"

"U-Uhm..The blanket.."
"Good job!"
"Can you tell me 4 things you feel?"
"Your hands on my cheek..quackitys hand on my s-shoulder..uhm..the bed.."

"Come on baby your doing so well"
"Uhm..my hands on my ears.."
"Good job! Can you take your hands off your ears for me so you can hear me better?"

I watch as he slowly takes his hands off his ears, shaking.
"Name 3 things you can hear"
"Y-You..the birds outside..uhm..the TV downstairs.."

"Good job baby"
"Can you tell me 2 things you smell?"
"Cologne..the rain outside..?"
"Your doing amazing"
"What's one thing you can taste?"
"U-Uhm..tears?"

"Okay good job.can you drink this water for me?" I ask handing him the cup of water quackity got him.
He tries his best not to spill it, but still spilling it a bit due to his shaking.
"Come on baby I'm so proud of you that you got this far" I say.

"Do you want to sleep in my room with me tonight?" I request.
"Y-Yeah.."
"Hey you did amazing baby" I say still hearing him cry.
"Come on" I say taking him to my room.
"Let's sit down until your okay, alright?"
"Okay.."

"Can you tell me why you had an anxiety attack?"
"U-Uhm..I thought Dream didn't make it.."
"He's okay I promise"
I pull him into a hug, not letting go until he does.
He rests his head on my chest and cries.

"Shhh it's okay baby your gonna be okay" I say rubbing his back while putting my other hand on the back of his head.
I see that he's trying to cover up his arms, and I know the reason why.

I'm not gonna tell him I know. Just offer him a hoodie.
"Baby you look uncomfortable in that t-shirt, do you want a hoodie?" I ask.
"Y-Yeah.."
I get up and walk to my closet, getting one of my hoodies.

"Here" I say helping him put it on.
"You okay? Do you need me to help you?"
"Yes..I can't s-stop shaking.."
"Okay I'm gonna go get you another cup of water okay?"
"Alright.."
I kiss his head, giving him comfort before leaving to get him water.

I get him some water and get back to my room.
"Here" I say handing it to him.
As he takes it, he slightly spills it, but who cares.
"Baby your doing great" I say.
I hold him close to me, putting his head on my chest.

I feel as a few tears soak my shirt, as I rub his back.
"Shhh it's okay baby.." I say putting another hand on the back of his head.
"I love you so so much" I say.

"Can we lay down?" He asks.
"Of course" I say.
We lay down and he puts his head back on my chest.
"Baby I'm so proud that you got through that with me"