Renegades//Dnf

23|twenty three|23

Play the music up there☝🏻

⚠️TW: suicide attempt, pills, hospitals⚠️

I cried while making this🥲

~Dreams POV~

I don't think I can do this anymore. I think.
"Baby you okay?" George asks.
"Mhm! Don't worry about me" I say.
"I'm gonna go and make some dinner okay?" He says.
"Okay"

I watch as he goes downstairs and get up.
What if I do it now?
But George.
I have to.
I walk to the bathroom and get inside, locking the door.
I reach for the bottle of pills.

What about George?
George.
George will miss me.
No he won't. I'm just some worthless piece of shit to him.

I grab a cup of water and open the pill bottle, taking one out. 
I spill out more and take a drink of water, putting the pills in my mouth.
"Fuck.."
I fucked up.

I take another handful, this time not caring how much I take.
I reach for my phone and call Sapnap.
"Hey dream!" He says almost instantly answering.
"I took a shit load of pills.."
"WHAT?!"
"HOW MANY DID YOU TAKE DREAM?!"
"Two handfuls."
"DOES GEORGE KNOW?!"
"No."
"I'm on my way right now"
"Dont. I didn't want you to find me like this. We've been friends for 10 years."
"No please don't I can't lose you dream"
I hang up and take another handful.
I feel a bit dizzy.

"Dream! What do you want for dinner?" I hear distantly.
"Dream?"

~George's POV~

I walk upstairs and look for him.
"Dream? Where are you?"
I try and open the bathroom door but it's locked.
"Dream? Are you in there?"
I knock on the door, knowing he's in there.
"Dream let me in"
I hear a knock on the door downstairs.

I go down and answer it, seeing Sapnap, with tears running down his face.
"Sapnap what's wrong? What happened?"
"I-It's Dream..he called me saying he took two handfuls of pills.."
"He wouldn't do that-?" I say.
We run up the stairs and get to the bathroom.

"DREAM OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR PLEASE!" Sapnap cries.
"IM BEGGING YOU JUST OPEN THE DOOR DREAM!" He says trying to open it.

"OPEN THE GODDAMN DOOR!"
"OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE!"
"I can't do this anymore George.."
He finally gets it open as I'm standing there in shock.
I fall down on my knees crying.
"DREAM"
"I'm sorry guys.." he mumbles taking another handful.

"HOW MANY DID YOU TAKE?!" I say shaking.
he doesn't answer.
"DREAM HOW MANY DID YOU FUCKING TAKE?!"
"5 handfuls."
"Why..?" Sapnap says.
"I got raped."
"Dream that doesn't mean you can kill yourself!" Sapnap says.
"I love you guys" he says going limp.
"NO DREAM PLEASE"

"DREAM I CANT LOSE YOU"
"GEORGE CALL THE POLICE!" Sapnap says shaking.
I dial 911 and hear them answer.
"Hello? This is 911 what's your emergency?"
"M-My boyfriend..he committed suicide.."
"Okay sir can you tell me your address?"
"Yeah it's **** east 8th street" (yeah I put my address but not the number so what)
"Okay sir thank you. We'll be sending some ambulance there"

"DREAM PLEASE STAY WITH ME"
I put down the phone and sit beside Dream.
"Dream please..I can't lose you"
I try shaking him but it doesn't work.
I hear the ambulance sirens and know they're here.
They open the door and run up the stairs.
They put him on a stretcher and take him in the ambulance and all we have to do is hope he's okay.

"George? Do you know why he did it?"
"W-Well he got raped last night at a party..."
"Oh. Well did you help him?"
"Yeah..he was crying..so so much.."
"I just can't imagine him gone.." Sapnap says.
"Same."