cw: sleep deprivation, intrusive thoughts
Backstory: Quackity, having stayed up the past few nights, just trying to finish editing a long ass video, hadn't slept in atleast 3 days and his fiancé's are getting worried about it.
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~Quackity POV~
god im so fucking tired.. if only i could find time to sleep. maybe even cuddle with Sap and Karl..their warm bodies letting me...drift off...to....SLEEP! NO! QUIT IT QUACKITY. I shook my head, trying to stay awake, not fall asleep on my goddamn keyboard and ruin everything..
i decided to get out of my seat and walk to the kitchen and get something to drink. it was 2:39 in the morning and i was not expecting Karl to be awake.
"..hey love...what are you doing up so late?" i asked. Karl shrugged. "..i guess i wasn't tired...why are you up?..." he responds. "...oh..uh, i was doing something on my pc, why dont you head to bed, yeah?" i say, trying not to sound too tired.
"..can you come to bed too?.." he asked, i didn't answer..only nodding..i lied..
~Sapnap POV~
Quackity hasn't come to bed in a few nights...he's been awake for 3 fucking days...im gonna find out why...
i slowly walk into the streaming room and see a few cans of monster, redbull and some coffee mugs on the floor... "..oh quackers...why are you doing this to yourself?.." i said to myself, being quiet enough so no one heard me.
i start to go through his things, trying to find out why he was up so late. i saw that his pc was open so i looked at all of his open windows and tabs. "..editing software?..he wouldn't stay up this late editing.." i say to myself, being quiet again.
i walked around his room until i saw his phone. i'd seen his password to his phone, so i grabbed that. i started to go through his contacts and messages. "..he wouldn't cheat....right?..." i whispered to myself again. while going through his messages, a saw a lot to me and karl, but more recently, i saw 8 missed calls and 10 more recent calls to..schlatt?..
"..he wouldnt..." i thought to myself on the edge of tears. i put his phone down, and wipe my eyes.
sitting on the small couch in his room, i hold my head in my hands and start to cry. letting the intrusive thoughts getting to my head..
"he's cheating.."
"he's just gonna leave you.."
"you're a terrible boyfriend"
"he'll break up and leave you for schlatt"
i hadn't realized i was crying until i felt tears rolling down my face and onto my shirt. "shit..." i whispered to myself, trying to calm myself down, but failing miserably.
i ended up quickly walking out of his room and to our shared room. then laying at the pillows.
i grabbed on of alex's pillows and cuddled with it...
soon later i had fallen asleep.
~Quackity POV~
karl's fallen asleep in my lap..great..
its not that i didn't WANT him to fall asleep in my lap, its just that now that he's in my lap, i cant go back to editing without having to move him from my lap and onto a pillow or into our shared bedroom.
soon later i hear a door shut and i try to look down the hallway, not being able to see who it was. i grabbed a pillow, put it under Karl's head and walk to our room first and open the door, seeing a sleeping sapnap. he looked so cute! i wanted to lay beside him and cuddle him to death.
