Hindi ko namalayan na nakatulog pala ako sa yakap ni Gun at nagising ng wala siya sa tabi ko, kaya mabilis akong tumayo at hinanap siya sa labas, wala siya sa sala at sa kusina! Napatingin ako sa wall clock 7 na ng gabi.
"Gun!!" I shouted at bumalik sa kwarto, kinakabahan ako.
At medyo umiikot pa ang paningin ko dahil sa pagtulog, hinanap ko siya sa walk in closet pero wala at tumakbo ako sa bathroom at sapilitan itong binuksan.
"Gun!" I shouted and when I open it I saw him resting at the bathtub at halatang nagulat siya ng buksan ko ang pinto. "B-beb?" tanong niya at umayos ng upo dito.
Para akong nabunutan ng tinik ng makita siya dito, hindi na siya namumutla. Malakas na paghinga ang aking ginawa bago naglakad papalapit sa kanya at umakyat sa bathtub.
"Beb?! Sandali yung damit mo mababasa," sambit niya, pero hindi ko ito pinansin at umupo ako sa bathtub kasama siya at yumakap sa kanyang dibdib, bago pinikit ang aking mga mata.
"Beb? Ok ka lang ba? Wag ka nang mag-alala wala na akong lagnat, ok na ako.. Sorry pinagalala kita" he said and hugged me back.
"No, I'm sorry" I said at sumiksik sa kanyang leeg. "Bakit ka nagsosorry sa akin?" tanong niya at inayos ang aking buhok.
I didn't answer, instead I faced him and kissed him, "I love you, with you I'm at peace," I whispered and rested on his shoulders.
"I'm lucky to have you Beb," He whisper and we just stayed like that for an hour before we went back to bed and slept peacefully.
The morning after that day, we eat dinner outside before going to work because he wants me to rest on cooking in the morning. And now I'm currently walking to my office with all the files I need to do for this day.
As soon as I open the door to my office, isang folder ang sumalubong sa akin na hinagis ni Miss Feliciana at lahat ito ay nahulog sa sahig. Mabilis kong sinara ang pinto ng opisina ko at pumasok sa loob, pinulot ang mga papers sa sahig.
"Good morning Miss Feliciana" I greeted her while picking up the paper one by one. "Anong good sa morning kung dalawang linggo ng nakatambak ang papers para sa branch ko!!! Ano bang ginagawa mo!! Simula nung umalis si Aberry bumalik na naman sa dati lahat ng kapalpakan dito!!!!" she shouted, but I chose to keep on picking the papers and understand her.
I know dahil sa problema ko sa aking pamilya this past few days naging unprofessional ako sa trabaho at hinayaan tumambak ang mga ito. "I'm sorry Ma'am gagawin at tatapusin ko po ang lahat ng ito ngayong araw" I said as I stand up and walk to my table put all the papers there and face her with a smile.
"Tss, nagagawa mo pang ngumiti sa kabila ng kapalpakan mo!" she said and turned her back to me, before she walked towards the door and opened it. Bago siya lumabas na rinig ko ang binulong niya.
"Mas mabuti pang ikaw na lang ang nagresign kesa kay Aberry," she whisper before she close the door and leave.
My smile faded as I sat back on my chair and looked at Aberry's table. "Aberry why did you leave me? Now I have to go back to what I've started again," I whisper and wipe a tear on my cheeks, and start working.
Buong araw akong nag focus sa pinapagawa ni Mrs. Feliciana at hindi ko na nagawa ng kumain ng tanghalian dahil doon. Now OT na ako pero hindi pa rin ito tapos kaya kailangan ko ito iuwi.
"Woah, that's a lot of papers, why are you bringing that home?" Gun asks when I enter the car. Sinundo niya ako dahil hindi niya ako naabutan sa bahay ng umuwi siya.
"Hindi pa ako tapos eh, kailangan na ito bukas kaya iuuwi ko at doon tatapusin sa bahay," I said and start re-reading the files again habang nasa sasakyan.
Nakauwi kami ng condo ng mas mabilis dahil walang traffic, Gun served me food and eat beside me kahit hindi ko siya kinakausap dahil busy ako sa files and papers na ito. Nang mapansin niyang hindi ko magawang kumain ng maayos dahil dito siya na ang nagprisintang subuan ako at pakainin.
After eating, he stayed beside me and played on his phone while waiting for me. Hanggang sa naramdaman ko na lang na may dumantay na sa aking hita dahil nakatulog na siya.
I don't want to wake him up, so I work like that, with him on my lap sleeping.
Natapos ako ng mga 4:16 am na ng madaling araw, at dahil pagod na rin ako at antok na antok na mas pinili ko na na lang humiga dito sa tabi ni Gun at sa sofa kami natulog.
Nagising na lang ako sa alarm ko na nasa kama na ako at nakahanda na ang almusal sa side table at saka pumasok si Gun na nakaayos na para sa trabaho.
"Eat your breakfast already, para maihatid na kita sa office and get this day done dahil bukas gagala tayo," masigla niyang sambit.
Saan naman tayo pupunta?
"Saan naman tayo pupunta?" tanong ko at nagsimulang kumain.
He smiled, "Secret!!" he said and went outside and I heard him play with Charvy in the living room.
After I finished my breakfast I took a shwoer and just wore a simple pink tent dress and paired it with flats.
"Let's go," I said at sabay kaming umalis ng bahay, iniwan namin si Chrvy sa condo dahil darating din naman ang tagalinis ng condo namin at babantayan niya si Charvy.
"See you later Beb," he whisper and kiss me before I step out of the car, "Bye ingat," nakangiti kong sambit at pinauod siyang umalis at hinarap ang kumpanya.
My smile faded away and I took a deep breath before I went inside, just like the old times no one talks to me again, Lana and Alliana are busy with their work while Chantel is always out for photoshoots.
And I Aberry is already in New york...
I open the door to my office and put all the paper in my table and just waited for Mrs. Feliciana to arrive and check all the files.
And as soon as she arrive gusto niya agad mabasa yong mga files na ginawa ko. "Ma'am, I think it's way better if we improve the color of the brand sign for the middle ages because as we can see major numbers of people at your age tends to lose a better eyesight, color are important to make our----," hindi ko natapos ang sasabihin ko ng bigla niyang lukutin ang hawak niyang papel.
"Ayaw ko ng Ideyang ito, halatang hindi pinag isipan at pinagpaguran, baguhin mo yan," she said and stand up ready to leave again.
"Gusto ko ng maayos na trabaho next month, I will leave for vacation tomorrow and came back next month. Minami patunayan mo naman ang sarili mo," madiing sambit ni Miss Feliciana bago umalis ng tuluyan.
Nanghihina ako umupo sa swivel chair ko at sinandal ang aking likod dito bago pumikit at maiyak sa frustration, Still a failure Sienna.
"No, kaya mo ito Sienna, do it better this time," I said I cheered myself up and wiped my tears, went back to work and I have One month to make this way better and a success.
Gaya ng kahapon nagfocus ulit ako buong maghapon sa trabaho at umuwi ng condo na may dalang papers.
"Hey walang pasok bukas, can we just rest and aalis tayo bukas" he said and pulled me to the bed, we slept peacefully and woke up in the morning sunshine.
Bumiyahe kami kasama si Charvy ng hindi ko alam kung saan kami pupunta kaya natulog ako sa byahe at nagising sa halik ni Gun.
"Nasaan na tayo?" tanong ko.
"Tagaytay."
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