31' Stop loving him

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"Jennie can we talk?" My older brother jimin asked while giving me a serious look

I raised one eyebrow as I held my ballpen and notebook with lisa and jisoo next to me. but suddenly he pulled my hand tightly causing me to stood up from my seat and pulled me out of the library and went straight in the field.

"Let go of me, my hand hurts" I said as I pulled my hands but he just tightened his grip

"What are the things I hear talking about?" He asked as he gave me intense looks and his eyes seemed to be darkening

"W-what are you t-talking about?" I stammered a question after he released his grip on my hand as the marks of his grip gradually turned red.

I hate this side of him..

"Are you dating taehyung?" he asked sharply which made my eyes widen and even my own saliva I swallowed while my knees were gradually shaking with nervousness and fear.

"Jimin.." I said but it seemed like no words wanted to come out from my mouth

"Stop what you're doing, now." he said while still not removing the sharp looks

"Jimin I can't do that" I said holding his hands as water slowly formed in my eyes

"Just do what I say, or else you won't see him again" he said taking my hand away

"Jimin please.. what did he do to you? Why are you so sensitive to him? Didn't you promise me that you won't stop me from doing what I want?" my questions as the tears continued to flow

"What if I told you that your dad was one of those killed by his parents? Won't you stop?" He asked but instead of being angry with him I was angry and slapped him in the face.

They can't do that

"No, it wasn't taehyung's parents who killed my dad, dad died of cancer right?" I asked but he just laughed like crazy

"Didn't your mom prove anything and just said that it was because of cancer because the truth is they don't have enough reason for you because they are all tired and have no hope to fight" he said

(N/A: Flashback~)

"Mom how is dad?" I asked as I sat on the bed of an abandoned house as I held the clothes in the suitcase.

"Jennie please I hope you don't be surprised by what I'm going to say, the doctor said your dad has rested and hasn't had any success with his cancer, your dad is in stage 2 and it's unclear if he's still alive" said mom while crying and I can't believe what she said, dad isn't dead

Dad doesn't have any disease

"Mom can I see dad?" I asked but she just shook her head right and left

Why?

"The doctor forbade me, let's just wait for your dad at his burial, okay?" Mom asked but it seems like I can't just cry at what she says and suspect mom's movements

Until months past by but still dad's burial didn't even happened... did mom forgot dad already? I don't feel any pains

(N/A: Present~)

"Isn't true? At least a drop of tears is nothing because what your mom says is not true so you won't be hurt by what happens" he added

"Stop loving him" he said giving a deep stab in my heart

No.. i can't.. i love him

"His parents made a mistake, not him, so I have a responsibility to love hi-" but I immediately accepted the painful grip on my hand as he held it and tightened the grip even more.

"I'm just doing what's best for you because I don't want to see you hurting in the end" he said letting go of the hold but he almost pushed me away and left me speechless and in tears

I know he's doing it but I can't help myself because I already love the person he doesn't like and my family's enemy

"Jennie stay away from him and if you don't, you won't really see him again" said mom as her eyes were already red with anger at me

"What are you going to do? Are you going to kill him? Kill me first mom and bring out all the lies you gave me first" I said as I threw my bag in front of her but suddenly I received a loud slap from my mother

"Is that how you treat me now? Don't you know that I told all the lies because I don't want to hurt you because I also want to be a perfect mother" she said but I just smiled like a fool while my tears were slowly dripping

"Mom I loved you as a perfect mother but isn't that enough for you to lie for a long time?" I asked but she just knelt in front of me while holding her two hands and the tears continued to drip while they jimin and my stepdad was just on the side listening to our conversation

"Jennie I'm sorry for what I did, but you can't forgive me if you won't follow what we want to happen" she said but this time i laugh

"I know" I said giving her another glance before going up to my room and locking the door

"I'm sorry too mom, the things you want to happen won't come true" I mumbled as I was just sitting on the floor and leaning on my bed as if only street light was illuminating my bedroom

I love him.. that's final..

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