My Secret Marriage

Chapter 92

Sadhvi's pov:

I woke from my dread ful dream......

I ran into the washroom and spilled water on my face.

I wanted to remove all the traces of that dream from my mind.

But it was running at the back of my mind again and again......

The scene where Siddarth and Ria were leaving me all alone in the middle of the street......it was looking so real that I couldn't distinguish it from the reality.

I was frightened.....I don't want that to ever become the reality......

I couldn't even bear the thought of letting Siddharth go away from me.

Its just being 7 months he came to my life,but he became an integral part of it.

He is so important from me.......may be a lot more than myself also.

If he ever leaves me I don't think I will ever have courage to live without him.

I shouldn't be so weak like this I have to be confident.
I know all of these but again I feel so helpless.

I sat on my bed near the headboard....and folded my knees towards me.

Suddenly I felt something wet on my cheeks........

I tried to rub it and again I was feeling the wetness......
My tears were flowing out uncontrollably.

I buried my head in my knees and crying.......

I know I may be making sounds while crying but now I don't care about anything other than Siddarth right now.

I was crying.......I know it been a long time but my tears doesn't seem to stop anytime soon.
They were like unending. I was chocking on my tears...

Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulders.

I lifted my head only to see Siddarth who was frowning.

I immediately rubbed my tears off in hurry and got up from bed.

I want to go from there.......

He saw me crying so pathetically.

I was about to leave the room but he held my arm.
But I was not ready to turn towards him......as my face was again covered with the tears.

But he pulled me towards him....I crashed to his chest.

But I took a step back maintaining some distance.

I was still facing the floor.....

"Sadhvi" he called out my name.
But I was not responding.......
Honestly I don't know how to respond to him.

"Look at me." He again said.....as I saw the same ..... unresponsive.

He held my chin for which I gasped.....I hesitantly looked at him.

This was my first time someone saw me crying other than Geetha.

I usually never cry Infront of anyone......

I don't know how to face his questions....
What if he accuses me that I am not a good wife?

With this thought my tears again started falling.

He rubbed my tears with the back of his plan and cupped my face asking
"What happened? Did anyone said anything to you?"

I was biting my lips to held back sobbing as much as possible.

"Will you say something?" He asked me again.....
I shook my head saying nothing.

"Then why are you crying?" He said......and I again shook my head.